Reading Shi Qi's blog reminded me of the exchange programme. My dean emailed me saying that he has a spot for me in University of Hertfordshire. He asked if I would like to go. I remembered weeks or maybe months ago, I kept checking my email rather frequently to see if my INSTEP exchange programme got accepted. Hertfordshire was my fircst choice. It's a school in UK and Jit and I applied for it. I got rejected in the end so did Jit. Thus, it really came as a surprise when the dean asked me.But I ended up rejecting the offer. It was tempting no doubt but Jit and I had an agreement that we would only go if there were 2 places for us. But it's too expensive anyway. I can't believe I gave up this opportunity. Then again, I can't imagine 5months without my family, friends and most missed of all, Jit. The other thing holding me back was my piano lesson. I just started piano for a year and if I were to stop for 5months, I think when I start playing again, I be really bad at it. Furthermore I will be getting a piano soon and letting it rot for 5months is really a waste of money.

Anyway, it's all over now. I had already said no. And what the heck am I doing blogging this down. I have to go do digital painting liao. NO!!! SIAN! Ultimate boredom and tiredness. I am ill. My nose is blocked. I am tired. I am covered in bruises. Haiz