*|Y did I cry...
Haiz ~ I feel so silly crying today. During assembly, we watched "Touched by an angel". I cried as I always did when I watched it. Its touching and it is really kinda sad. The whole show 2day just remained me of my relationship wif my parents in e past and now. Haiz just cant help it... but at least I didnt really let my whoke past overwhelm me. But it's really touching... e way God loves us. I guess it is really true 2 say that God's love cant be explained. It can only be experienced. I'm glad I experienceed it too. Hee Hee
Haha 12 Oct is coming soon... Graduation day. Haha Pei Yun say sure end up crying tat day. I said I wont but then again, I'm always so emotional. Haha I might just end up crying my eyes out. I really going to miss my frens a lot. Haiz sure go do the farewell presents now.
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*|Tsk Tsk... cant believe wad I did
Today is a sad sad day for me. I was damn sad, damn tired, damn pissed off and damn demoralised by e result. Haha but I'm over that now. Haha all thankz 2 my frens... Haha had a chat online wif JT just now. Haha she so funny... cant believe she is tempted to do it. Aiyo evil gal... tsk tsk but then again, I'm just as bad... cant believe wad I did ... haha u know wad I toking bout (directed to JT). In the future, I will TRY not to do it. Tat dun sound good... haiz! Think I will just c how it goes. I really hav no idea wad 2 do bout it. Shall think bout it after the 'A' or mayb better still not hink bout it ever again. Haha... There is sth wrong wif my eyes... its getting redder by e moment even though I got put eyemo. Mayb my eyes too dry or mayb I'm just too tired. Guess I shall go sleep soon even though I havn't finish my phy nov 2004 paper. Nite!
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*|It is me or sth else...
Is it just me or e music. Now I'm listening to siu kwok's blog music... The more I hear, the less happy I am. The music does sound bit sad. Haiz~ Am I really tat sensitive... even such little things can affect my mood and to think tat hrs ago... I was so damn happy cos everything in my life is going very smoothly for once. Being wif my church frens is really great, I forget all my worries and we alwaystrying to build a close bond wif one another n God. I like tat... feels like we are one big family. Looking at everyone smiling face, I feel so blessed. Haha... Indeed we are one big family in Christ. Haha I really got 2 learn how 2 b not so emotional, not let music or wad I c on TV affect my mood. 90% of e time, they do affect my mood. Haha shall go do my compre now.
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*|Happy... Sha La La... Its so nice to be happy!
Haha Yesterday hardly had a good nigh rest but I am still super energetic today. Grinning from ear 2 ear e whole day. Haha. Had a good start 2 e day cos I thought of a better idea... a better gift 2 give 2 my frens for graduation day during farewell assembly. No more worries. Haha cant tell u wad it is though... but it is all thankz to Ri Xin's suggestion. Without her, I doubt I be able 2 find it. YEAH YEAH YEAH !!!
Haha guess wad... The XMAS production tat Karin is directing... The XMAS production team has decided on who should play wad role. The 3 main characters are Ashley, Ke Xin and Zi Ling. Ash is short for Ashley, ash in chinese i call HUI and guess wad HUI Nan is playing tat role. Then Ke XIN is played by Ri XIN and Zi LING is played by me, Cai LING. wad a coincidence. Haha. Glad tat we finally can start rehearsal on Tuesday and tat day is Mooncake festival. After rehearsal at NUS there, we b walking round e place wif laterns. Think we going to buy sparklers too. Damn fun and exciting. Feel like a young kid celebrating Mooncake festival 4 e 1st time. Haha. YEAH!!!
Today we had an interesting okios service. Haha... I usually do OHP during Okios service then last min I joined Hwee Min for ban chang. Something I would never do. Then today, Karin didnt come at 11am so no1 played drum but guess wad Enoch took over. Its his 1st time too... it is kinda imprompt. Damn zai... Haha... His drum sticks flew out of his hands twice. The 1st time it dropped on the drum set. The second time it fell on the floor and rolled all e way 2 some other place. Haha. Oh yah then the OHP I'm supposed to do become Hui Nan's duty. Haha It's her 1st time doing that. Haha. Damn funny. Then during the fen xiang time, Karin shared tat she was shocked 2 c Enoch play drum, Hui Nan do OHP and me sing. Haha cos no1 expected us 2 do these things. Haha... I actually dun like ban chang n dun dare 2 do it but 2day I just agreeed... NO OBJECTIONS. Haha... Can c tat we youths r starting 2 help out wif service n sooner or later we b worship leaders and most of us be in e worship team. Usually it is done by adults but now can c tat they handling it to us. In a way, they r building us up. Haha and we youths are trying 2 learn more instruments so tat we can much more interesting worship session. I think after 'A' level, I will go learn piano and then I also go take up guitar lessons. Haha... At the meantime, I better polished up my drum playing skills and practice more.
Oh yah... Today we went to the Han's at Great Eastern 4 our meeting and the place is really big. Haha Had a meeting there. Its a really productive meeting. Each of us did share wad we think about this ongoing committee and we really did come up wif ways 2 improve on it. Haha The minutes is 4pgs long but I dun mind it now... cos the committee members are willing me wif e translation since my chinese is really bad. At least this idea is better than the idea of sending me 4 chinese tution. Hey I drop chinese liao. Haha. Ok think I better go study. Today I'm really really happy.
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*|Out the whole day
Today, Hui Ting, Kiwi, Wee Pin and me, we went to Wei da's house. Wow his neighbour's house decorated the whole common corridor wif plants and flowers. Its a bit too much and overwhelming but I love the sunflowers e best... but think it is a fake. Haha... sunflowers are beautiful. Love it.
His house got piano and guitar... haiz... make me think how badly I wanna to learn how 2 play both instruments. If only my parents let me learn when I am young. They didn't... Feeling sad. Haiz... oh well... anyway we study in his room. Compared to the bedroom tat my brother occupied, it is relatively neater and more organised. I wish I had my own room. I wish I am allowed to decorate it in any way I want. But oh well... I dun even hav a room 2 start with. Haha studying wif e air con is damn shiok. Tat Wei Da didnt even study. Only did a few chem mcq... ONLY A FEW. Then when tat Wee Pin come, instead of trying 2 get Wei Da 2 study, ended up playing computer games wif him. Aiyo guys...
Haha Today I learned how 2 play UNO attack. Wow, Wei Da got a lot board game. My house got nth. Come to think of i my leisure is always either watching TV/VCD, surf net, reading, doing some art work or shopping. Haiz~ some ppl r so lucky got such games at home but then again it is no use playing by yourself. My mother rarely let my frens come over 2 my house. Those who managed 2 come r damn lucky. Haha we played badminton too.
Actually not staying for dinner but ended up eating at his house cos Ting they all wanna watch the channel U show, season finale. Haha I like tat show. Really very interestinig. In btw commercials, we had small cushion fight. Haha but it is mostly started by tat Wee Pin and Wei Da... Haha... In a way, I didnt waste time today cos there is no way I can fall asleep while studying at some1's house. So not bad... 2day I managed 2 finish revising some topics. Haiz I envy ppl who hav their own bedroom and hav piano at home. Oh well... I am one of those unlucky ppl who dun hav such priviledges but I guess I can live wif it. One day... One day I will b able to have my own bedroom and learn to play piano... All I need to do now is wait.
On the way back home... before I reached the stairs, I saw a few kids playing wif candles. Love the sight. Its really beautiful to c e flame flickering in the dark. The orange glow... warmth... I like that. I can spend hours sitting there and looking at it. The way it flickered when there is a breeze. Nature... is so beautiful. I like fire and yet at the same time, I scared of it. Haha wad an irony. Oh well, tat reminds me of my uncomplete GP hw. Better go do it now.
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*|Today...
Chin Yong today pissed off wif us... even those who didnt put the blocks in his bag cos we didnt tell him about it. Haha so now he only tok 2 those who didnt take physics and those who didnt come yesterday 4 phy practical. Oh well... think he be less angry on monday. I think.
Oh today I tried SA hor fun for the very 1st time. Frankly speaking, it is really good. Haha ... Oh did I mention, I think there is a digi cam craze going on in my class. Now more n more of my classmates bringing digi cam 2 school to take photos of one another. Photos tat are real funny and damn lame. Haha... c them taking such crappy photos remind me of farewell assembly. I going to miss my classmates and frens. I love SAJC. Dun wanna leave this sch n my frens behind. Haha miss them. I'm now doing the farewell gifts for my frens. damn tiring. I just completed 4 special stuff 4 my close frens. Cant say wad is it cos they might read my blog and know the gift beforehand. Oh well... I got to go do the gifts now. Ta-ta
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*|Funny
Haha Today during phy practical lesson (which has become phy tutorial), the guys in my class played a trick on Chin Yong. They put 2 blocks of wood tat they taken out from the phy pract drawer and placed it in Chin Yong's bag. Why 2 u may ask... haha The previous time they played this same trick on Chin Yong, they put 3 and Chin Yong when lifting his bag notice the additional weight. Chin Yong's bag is whoa... all his tys is inside. Think he got more than 1 thick file of worksheet. He hardly pack hisbag so all the worksheets n everything are all inside. Basically it is very heavy but today when they put the blocks in his bag... He DIDNT NOTICE how much heavier his bag has become. Haha they hide one block of wood deep in his bag. The other block they placed it in a obvious way so tat if Chin Yong were 2 suspect sth, he will open his bag and removed the obvious one without noticing there is still another block of wood in his bag. Anyway he dunno. The guys didnt tell him at all. Think he will only discovered it when he is at home. Haha dunno wad will happen tml... Chin Yong might scold them. ARGH... They so playful... haha LOL! Can't believe they can even think up of such childish stuff. Haiz~ guys nowadays.
Oh well... today I got the tickets for theSAJC funfair 2005. Oh... I want to taste DP's (Deputy Principal) carrot cake. For the previous funfair, she sold 4 trays of her carrot cake within 30mins. 4 TRAYS!!! Next year funfair it b sold at $5. I wanna try. Haha she told us her carrot story and how 1 day when she quit her job as DP, she might just decide 2 set up a carrot cake stall and be the "Carrot Cake Queen" of Singapore. Haha then all saints can boast about us being the very first few ppl to try her famous carrot cake. Haha LOL... oh There is more... Our sch cher's putting up a concert 2 raise funds after our farewell assembly. I WILL MISS SAJC. It is a great place. Love it so much since the first day I entered SAJC. Haiz 2day chalet so sad... It is about us almost coming to the end of this chapter in life. After 'A' level, I will miss SAJC and my frens tat I met there too. But in a way I looking forward to starting another new chapter in life. I will never ever forget the times I spend in SAJC and the memories I had while I'm there.
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*|Jetset
I like watching this tv show "Jetset". It is really cool. Everyday they show sth different like the best hotel rooms or the best toilets etc. Whoa... I like the best toilet episode. Th best toilet in the world is the 1 at the carribean island or sth like tat. Damn fantastic. An open toilet 2 yourself wif a view of the ocean , clear sparkling ocean waters. Wads more u ha your own privacy. No1 will ever c u. Wow... damn shiok. But as always this is only for the celebrities and those wealthy ppl. Really amazing. Haha guess I shall go on dreaming about going to these places but in reality I will never get a chance to go such places. Then again... since Pei Yun want to study hotel management... mayb I should ask her set up the world best hotel... Hee hee then I can stay in the presidential suites.
Haha I have started studying for 'A' level. Not tat stressed actually cos I study according to timetable... so can judge my progress. Doing ok so far. Sticking to the timetable so far. Haha I realised tat recently when I study I tend to play some music cds. I love those piano pieces. Haha actually flute is not bad too. Haha I wanna learn flute. Haha did I mention my church english side, they asked us (chinese side) if wanna go for the guitar lessons they conducting. I wanna go but if only Karin goes. Haha dun wanna b the only chinese side youth there cos I know noone from the english side. Hee hee... It is on a saturday 2pm. Kinda weird timing. I dunno if I should go. Hee hee... so happy. Now I learning drums. Wad a pity I dun hav a drum set at home 2 practise on. After 'A' level I may be learning piano. I know it is kinda late 2 start piano lessons but at last my parents finally agreed. I hav been pestering them since pri 1 about taking piano lessons. Oh well, better late than never right? Hee hee, I looking forward 2 e hols after the 'A'. Shall go study now hee hee.
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*|Titanic
It is 645pm now... My brother watching "Titanic" on TV. I really love tat show even though I hav watched it 4 quite a few times. Haha Still rmb tat my 'A' level PW topic is "The sinking of Titanic". Like their soundtrack... It is really great. If one day I becom a film director, IF... haha I wanna made a movie like "Titanic". Haha thinking big now but u never know... 1 day I might become a great movie director. Hee hee... though tat is very unlikely to happen but I can still dream bout it. Haha
Got back my results today... Only got 1 thing to say.. It is lousy. I screwed up my chem practical and during today's chem pract when Mrs Wong asked me wad happen 2 my pract... I really dunno how 2 answer her. Haiz... but I going to b more hardworking liao. I hoping that I can get at least a C for every subject... Notice the word I use "HOPING". I think I blew my chance of getting good results. Oh yah... forgot to mention about wad happen during lect today. The cher was toking bout the AQ qns and tat some ppl give weird weird answers. The qns asked us to come up wif a measure to help increase birth rates and guess wad someone wrote "There should be more blackouts so that couples cannot watch TV." Haha the whole lecture gp roared wif laughter. Haha... Whoa... Even if I so desperate, I won't write tat down. It's really not logical but it is funny. Haha think the person is just trying 2 b lame n crappy. Haha well at least the chers were entertained. Haha oh well sure go watch "Titanic" now... haha
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*|So blessed
I realised I'm very blessed. Hee hee... God gave me frens and somehow my frens appeared when I need them. I am a person who keep all my problems 2 myself n hardly tell anyone unless e person asked. Haha There is many times when I need some1 2 tok 2, my frens will come online n start chatting wif me. Very coincidental. Once my fren also sms me whether I am ok cos she thought she sense tat I am not alright. The amazing thing is tat I'm at home n she at her own home... and I really needed some1 2 tok 2 and God send her 2 helped me. Really thank God for that. Come 2 think of it.. I wonder how I can live my life without my frens and God of course. Feel so blessed. Haha I'm the type of person who when start becoming sad... will start to think of all the miserable stuffs and think the worst of things. There is certainly many times when I could become depressed but I didn't cos God was there and so were my frens. It just tat sometimes I dun notice they're there. Why I saying all these... cos yesterday I was damn sad over how I performed during my prelims. Not only tat I also realised that my passion was music and fine arts n designing (though I dun really hav any skills in tat area cos I never was given a chance 2 learn all tat) ... I had no interest in wad I studying now. But of course I will still study for 'A' level. Just realised tat my future isnt looking very gd. Haiz but just when I was bout to break down, my fren came 2 chat wif me online. Frankly speaking it was some1 I seldom chat wif but whom I know for 6 years liao. Haha... now I more motivated 2 study harder for 'A' level and I'm definitely feeling much better. Haha Got back my prelim results 2day. Some results were really unexpected. On the whole, it was lousy but I shall not let it affect me. Instead let it b my guage 2 show which area I weaker in. Hee hee... to all my frens out there, THANK 4 BEING THERE WHEN I NEEDED U. shall go study now !!! yeah !!! haha
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*|Great Day
Haha... Today went swimming at Xin Yi's condo there. But b4 tat I had 2 meet Kai Xin cos I really dunno how 2 go Xin Yi's house. The bus stop I suppose to meet her at is near Siu Kwok's house. Haha I was thinking if I might happened to see Siu Kwok. Then guess wad... after bout 5 mins waiting at tat bus stop 4 Kai Xin, Siu Kwok appear. Haha... wad a coincidence. He playing soccer wif his sec sch frens if I rmb correctly.
Haha anyway we did get to Xin Yi's condo there. The swimming pool water damn cold. My gosh... damn freezing even if the sun is hot. Haha We talk more than we swim actually. Kai Xin tried teaching me the frog style but my frog style is even worse than b4. Months ago, my frog style at least the hands n legs can coordinate together. Today tried but I realise I forget how 2 swim frig style liao. Haiz... Really like e water there, very less clorine. At least hair wont b tat dry when finished swimming. Anyway got a really bad sunburn. Actually I didnt notice it till when I went 2 church late in the evening 4 e talk on music. Then they keep saying "Why I so red" "Why so shy?" "why put so much blusher" crap lar they all. Jus realised its bad... even my lips are cracking up. N my shoulders getting redder by the minute n more painful too. Hope this quickly fade off soon if not monday when i go sch... haoz sure kena tease one. haiz tired liao... shall sleep. NITE
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*|Ikea
Went to Ikea today... I love Ikea. I had fun looking at all the candles and bowls and glassware. Haha children nowadays are so lucky... just look at the range of furniture for children...What a paradise haha. Lucky them. Haha. Oh... the lights and poster section is fantastic. Oh wow... it is really beautiful. Those designers are damn creative. I wish I can be like them one day. Haha When I grow up and have my own home, I wanna design the interior. Haha think end up everything get from Ikea. Love that place. Haha guess what I have buy 2 more pillow from Ikea... so the total number of pillow tat I hav buy so far is 5... but not 4 me of course. Hee hee... Have just finished the pillow for Wen Jun's birthday. Think I will set up a pillow collection photo album. Haha... oh well, I have to go design another pillow. Must get it done by this Sunday ;p
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*|Finally, prelim is OVER !!!
Prelim is over... I'm glad. I really need my sleep and I happen not to get much of it. Haiz... no matter what result I get, I shall not be discouraged by it. Frankly speaking, I really did badly 4 a lot of my paper. It's a time management problem and partially the nerves. Oh well...
Today after the last paper, I went with Xin Yi, Long Hui and Sze Ling to orchard shop 4 Wen Jun's birthday present. She wanted a hot pink sling bag. Tat is rather difficult 2 find. In the end, we brought her a really nice billabong wallet. Really hope she like it. Haha we went to eat at Hans... my gosh, proportions are so large. By the time I finished clearing all the food on my plte, I was practically bloated. Haha throughout dinner, Xin Yi entertani us with funny stuffs that happen to her when she went to OBS and about the insects near her house. I really hate insects. DISGUSTING CREATURES... YUCK !!!
After that, Xin Yi and me went to Westmall. We wanted 2 get sth "small" 4 Wen Jun. We decided to personalise sth 4 her. Afterall, she was my 1st 3mths classmates and the 1st person 2 tok 2 me in SAJC (if I not wrong, well... mayb among the 1st). Haha, in the end, Xin Yin went along wif my crazy idea of doing a personalised pillow. Haha I have lots of ridiculous bday ideas which most turn out nice. Haha... cant believe Xin Yin went along wif e idea. Went to Tom & Stefanie... oh they having pre-renovation sale. Haha I was forced 2 buy 3 pillows 4 $9.90. Haha so I carried all 3 home. Look so stupid wif such a big big plastic bag. Problem now is tat though we decided tat 1 pillow should b 4 Wen Jun, the other 4 Kai Xin (her bday in Nov), we are left wif 1 more pillow, really no idea give who. I really wanna finish Wen Jun's personalised pillow bday present today but it is damn late now... over 3am liao. Haiz... hate 2 leave stuffs undone but no choice... the bed is calling me. Haha shall sleep now.
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*|Contentment
Don't ever give up if you still want to try.
Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.
Don't ever say you don't love her if you can't let her go.
Don't regret when it too late......
CONTENTMENT
Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real bad, and you wish you were in another situation? You find life make things difficult for you, work sucks, life sucks, everything seems to go wrong...
Read the following story... it may change your views about life:
After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is. I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the many bills of a household. He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India...that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback.
He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old child haunted him until today. You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had the child's hand been infected?? No, it was done for two
simple words- TO BEG!
The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so that the child could go out to the streets to beg. Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eating halfway. And almost instantly, a flock of 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small piece of bread, which was covered with sand, robbing bits from one another. The natural reaction of hunger. Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to the nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than $0.25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to get daily necessities. Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these unfortunates. For the first time in his life he wondered how people could give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25.
He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to be able to have a complete body, have a job, have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of...Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life really that bad? Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you? Maybe the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to beg on the streets.
"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have." When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one,which has been opened for us.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest
future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
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*|Fortune-telling? Tarot cards???
Recently my fren hav been doing some fortune telling wif poker cards. Her predictions was rather accurate and I was shocked 2 hear tat she took 5 years 2 learn how 2 predict accurately. She is a fellow christian... and it got me thinking. (I really hope tat if she read this... she wont get angry wif me 4 writing it down. It's just tat my recent past conversations wif frens, we did chat about things like fortune telling n all tat. We even discuss wad cartoons r satanic... 4 eg pokemon, tellytubbies.)
We christians r exposed 2 such things but how should we react 2 such stuffs. When my fren did this fortune telling thing 4 my classmates, I asked her 2 predict mine too, out of curiosity. Now I feeling guilty about it. By asking her 2 predict mine, I feel like I am telling her it is ok 2 do such stuffs. Wads more, she look so serious when predicting them. It's kinda scary. Ok mayb it is just poker cards... but I heard her mentioning b4 bout learning 2 read tarot cards n once she mentioned voodoo dolls. Can christian touched such stuffs... even if we just wanna do it 4 fun or out of boredom.
Today, my bro happened 2 switched on the TV and it was "Touched By An Angel". It is my fav. Guess wad, today's episode is bout this lady who was into tarot cards. All her predictions came true... but then as always the 3 angels, monica, tess n andrew (hope I got their name rite) came n helped her n her frens too. Wad I got from 2day's episode is tat things like tarot cards n all are just pictures printed on paper. They mean nth but by playing them... it is like inviting satan 2 come n mess wif our lives. We filled our minds wif burning qns n satan comes along feeding us ans wif these fortunne telling stuff. Sometime we believe n even fear it. From now on I shall keep myself away from such stuffs. Haiz, in 2day's episode I was reminded of e fact tat Satan comes in all form, shape n sizes. Hihi I am back... just got to finish this. Sth bad happened just now... not in e mood 2 tell wad... but I only got one last thing 2 say
"EVEN IF A PERSON HAS FALLEN, THERE WILL STILL BE OTHERS WHO HELP HER TO CALL ON GOD N GOD WILL BE THERE TO RESCUE HER FROM THE DEVIL'S TRAP. SATAN, U LOSE... GOD WILL ALWAYS WIN!"
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*|Sentosa Youth Fellowship
Today, we had youth fellowship in Sentosa... It was damn fun. Really had a great time there. Haha we start fellowship wif praise n worship... rite in e middle of the beach. Not tat we mind. Haha think got a lot ppl stare at us. Someone even asked Yi Xin bout the fellowship we having n said tat it was really good n tat he thought so tat we were singing christian songs (dun think tat person know chinese n we sang our songs in chinese). Wad a great way 2 start of fellowship.
Hwee Shan planned some activities. We split into 2 groups. I was in group 2. Haha we played "Turtle, turtle jump (say tat in chinese)" Haha my group was doing well... Haha but almost till the end, it was like a tie. Both groups hav only 1 last survivor each, Ri Xin (gp 1) n Karin (gp 2). Haha in the end, Karin WON!!!
The next game was fun... all team members hav 2 b in e water except 4 1 person who will b standing on shore. All those in e water hav 2 act out the movie title or a story or sth while e person on shore had 2 guess. Each correct guess will then lead 2 a person leaving e water. The team who is able 2 get every1 on shore in e quickest time wins. Haha my gp lost but it was fun.
The last round was e best. Twister... damn fun. But it is very challenging when u hav 2 twist your body in such a way 2 get your hands n feet on the right coloured circle. It was a blast. Love tat game... Haha gp 1 win in e end but tats alright. After tat was free time... some went into the water 2 play but a few of us stayed on land n play twister. We played advanced level. Damn difficult. The twister map has 6 columns , 4 rows each of different colours. Guess how we make it challenging... We forbid ppl 2 place their hands or feet on certain columns. The toughest combi was only being able 2 place our hands n feet on either e 1st, 2nd, 5th n 6th columns n none on the 3rd n 4th. Just imagine us trying to place our both feet n hands on e extreme end of e map... or criss crossing our hands or feet. Really played until feet cramp. Then Yi Xin, Jing Ting they all like to stand at the side watch us play n laughed at us. They should spin tat board and not laugh. We are trying 2 steady ourselves and there they r laughing n taking photos of us playing. But its really fun. Just realised how inflexible I am. We took lots of photos too. Haha I shall add the link later after I upload all e photos. Loading 59 images really take a long time... guess it must be due 2 e fact tat e file size is really big.
Today was e best ever. Really enjoyed myself though it keep rainning on and off. The rain never did spoil our mood. Really must thank GOD for today. Haha and I get 2 watch the Musical Fountain again... OH I love the musical fountain. Really love it... I dunno how 2 describe it in words. Its just so breathe-taking. Haha hav always love water fountains. They rockz!!! Will never forgot the fun I had today... My church frens... U GUYS N GALS R E BEST FRENS I EVER HAV. Glad GOD put u all in my life.
"Friends are the family you choose."
"We weren't born sisters at birth but fate knew from the start we were meant to be sisters by heart."
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*|Li Hui bday party
Hihi I'm back from Li Hui's bday party. She invited her classmates n her seniors. Haha actually Hui Ting n me represent e rest of e seniors. They couldn't make it. Haha it was awkward at 1st cos we both dunno any1 there except 4 Li Hui, kai Yu n Choon Hong (Think I got the name right). Haha we ended up eating bbq hotdogs, crabsticks n chicken wing while watching most of them played monkey n volleyball. Luckily, got this 2 guys asked us 2 join them play badminton. I dun rmb their names. Haha cant believed we both ended up playing wif these 2 guys tat Li Hui they all disliked. Oh well... not tat we bother... After all, we were really bored. Might as well play. Oh wow... just realised how log it has been since I last exercise. I really getting older. Mayb it is time I start going swwimming n mayb do some running. Got to keep fit. Haha oh well... sure play hard tml while I'm in Sentosa. Hee hee. HEY LI HUI... HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY. Very tired now... *yawn* tml hav 2 wake up early go church practise the song that we going to xian tml, "Sunday School" Sunday. Haha... I shall go sleep.
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*|Surprise Birthday Party
Haha... today my class went to Siu Kwok's house... We were planning a surprise bday party. Haha. Joseph slept over at his house I think but he didnt let us in. Instead he told us 2 lift up this overturn pot and take the key hidden inside 2 open e gate. Haha... So it is actually very easy 2 break into Kwok's house. Haha guess he got to find a new place 2 hide e key. Actually Kwok dun know he at his house. Haha luckily got Chin Yong n Zi Han 2 bri him out 4 breakfast at Mac... haha cant believe Kwok fell 4 it hook, line n sinker. Best liao... haha. It was really funny 2 his surprised look when he opened the door... till now he still dun understand how come we took e key n opened the gate... apparently his sister (now in HK) called him 2 put e key under e pot (part of e plan I think) but Kwokz only today then put it there. Haha blur him... haha
E food was real nice especially Chi Ki's sushi and chocolate banana thingie, Bryan made it. It was real nice. There was also chocolate coated strawberries, kabak (wrong spelling I think), french fries and konuyaku jelly.
Haha I didnt join Xiu they all sing Karaoke... nah... I dun like singing wif a microphone n definitely not when there is a lot of ppl. Haha so ended up playing mahjong. At first Shin Leng n Pei yun got play n some guys... but then both of them left but Peiyan n Pit Lu filled their place. However, it was not long b4 they left too. Haa ended up playing wif e guys after they left. Haha it was fun.
Tat Samuel Chen.... dunno wad he doing... keep on singing tat ridiculous song..."tuo diao this, tuo diao tat (take off shirt, take off underpants song)" damn lame n sickening song... n e funny thing is Samuel keep disturbing e rest of e guys playing mahjong by trying 2 take off their shirt. Haha their reaction damn funny... After a while, some of e guys became addicted 2 tat stupid song... damn crappy n silly. Oh well... GUYS... wad can b expect rite? Haha. Haha... it was fun nevertheless. Cant believe we were at Kwok's house from 11am plus 2 bout 5-6pm plus... n 90% of e time I was playing mahjong but tats cos I really reallly really dun wanna sing karaoke. Had fun 2day, it was a great surprise bday party... haha Tml got aother bday party 2 attend. It's Li Hui ... haiz tat Hui Ting still havnt tell me wad time meet her yet... ok guess I got to go. Cya
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*|LOL
Haha damn funny ... really got to blog this. My father he taught this group of NS guys... dunno wad stuff he teach... erm... no idea some machine or wadever thinie... Ang guess wad they gave him a Happy Teachers' Day card. Wad a surprise, that is so thoughtful of them. It is not wad I expected from NS guys haha. Ok the card look rather girly... haha e person who buy tat card must not know I ever say that haha LOL. Ok I read e card... haha Must tell Xiu Jing I found someone whose handwriting is way way smaller than hers. Wads more the handwritting belongs to a guy!!! N hey how in the world they know my father got a daughter (tat's me by the way)... haha good thing that my dad dun carry family photo in his wallet... Just imagine if they saw a photo wif me in it... I will dig up a hole and hide myself in there. Haha toking bout chers... I starting 2 really wonder how my class going to pass our chers' day present to them. Cos it is the prelims period... It be difficult 2 find out where our chers r... Oh well, I guess Chi Ki and Ru Ying, my class's welfare rep, can figure a way.
This sat going 2 celebrate Li Hui's bday. Come 2 think of it, I havn't seen her 4 like more than a year I think. Actually her bday is 22 Sept but by then she having exams and we, her seniors (that really makes me feel as if I am very old), will be having our mock exams, prelim and 'A' level. Tat is really thoughtful of her. Haha Hui Ting and I, we made a personalised pillow for her... haha but it is not done yet. the problem is I dun really know wad 2 use 2 write e words on the pillow. Cant think of any ways. Somemore I dun hav black fabric paint. Haiz... think think think. Hey if any of u got suggestion pls tell me ok? G2G! Bye
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*|Teachers' Day
Haha today is Teachers' Day... 2 all e chers out there HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY... haha Yesterday, I finally decided to go back BBSS visited my sec sch chers. Haha went wif SA ppl who were previously from BBSS (Jaya, Jonathan, Chin Boon, Ashwin, Roger, Chin Cheong, Hung Jin) and Hui Ting who came much later than all of us. Erm... Mrs Lau my chem cher now is vice principal of BBSS... haha went 2 her ofice n chat wif her. She was rather puzzled y for SAJC e J2 dun hav 2 go sch at all... Tat is cos we r in e midst of our prelim so J2 dun hav 2 go for cher's day celebration. In fact, we are not invited 2 go 4 e celebration. My poor tutors... haha their gifts are all stuck in our lockers. Wonder will we b able 2 pass them all e stuff. Haha Mrs Lau is still e same as always... Haha Mdm Yeo is named the "Beta Queen"... haha tat is cos she always give out lots n lots of Beta forms haha. But she said being called "Beta Queen" is not as bad as how Pei Liang used to call her "Beta mon" (mon is also known as monster) haha. Toking bout her reminds me of the times she "fly kite" in our classroom. Haha... last time went Mrs Goh taught 4E2 maths and Mdm Yeo taught us ,4E1, maths... We used to call Mrs Goh "Ar-Go-Go"and Mdm Yeo "Aiyoyo" haha... Haha cant believe Chin Boon even rmb wad Ashwin called Mdm Yeo once tat caused him 2 almost received a beta form. Ashwin called Mdm Yeo "jian" (it means cheap... sth like tat) haha Ashwin thought it means sth like cunning. Haha then Mdm Yeo told him 2 asked Miss Lee (aka Lee Mo Chou... haha tat is another long story started by Chin Boon) wad e word means. Haha...Tok 2 Mrs Loh, my sec 1 and 2 english cher... Haha she still remember me ;p Also saw Mr Jansen and Liang lao shi. Liang lao shi is my chinese cher who taught me bout less than 4 mths b4 'O' level chinese. Haha I almost forgot who she was... She was telling us that she still kept the card that our class gave her. Haha we were all looking at each other and had this "Got meh??? " look on our face but doubt she noticed it. Haha Jaya HAHAHAHAHAHA told us his story.He wanted to call Jason but ended up calling Mr Jansen instead without realising it haha... Damn funny... he toked 2 Mr Jnsen like he is his buddy (actually he thought he was toking 2 Jason) LOL... Jaya damn funny... someday when I in need of some laughter... I shall force Jaya 2 repeat his Jason-Mr Jansen hp conversation story. Haha. Really had fun yeserday. Going back was e right choice afterall. Too bad didnt manage 2 catch Miss Lau, my form cher, b4 she went home. Oh well, there is still some other time. Haha shall go study now.
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