*|Service
I am really tired these few days especially now. Pretty much drained of all energy. Ought to go sleep but I just have to blog about this. Today service was not bad and after many quiet weeks, I felt the Holy Spirit and God calling me.
Pastor Jonathan told us to step forward to those who felt it and wanna respond to it so he could pray individually for each of us. I did and I am so glad about it. Tears fell. All the pent up emotions I had finally found a way out. He prayed that God knew I had low self esteem and that I am always asking why such stuffs happen to me. Why me? And God told me that he knows it all. He saw it all and I just can't help feeling touched that God knows it and He understands and Him being someone so big and important would see me worthy of His care and corcern. I know the pastor is really speaking through the Holy Spirit because there is no way for him to know all that. What he mentioned in his prayer for me was stuff I didn't mention a word to him about. I was facing family problems. Well, still am till today but it's way much better.
And he prayed that I will soon find my purpose in life. I mean I sort of know but it's too general and that he said that God wants me to surrrender my life to Him. That is something I wanted to do but it seems like instead of doing that, I ended up controlling my own life, doing things my way instead of God's. And it always ended up in a mess and my relationship with God will become further and further. I wanna come back to God. I don't wanna back slide. First of all, something I need to do is sleep because I can't do any work for Him if I am physically drained.
Yup, time to sleep. Thanks God!
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*|I love animation!
Today is my brother's birthday but I didn't do much for him. Be buying the thing that he wants... I spend my day in school today instead. Today marks the end of the workshop conducted by Mr Frank Terry. Oh my gosh!!! He is so knowledgable and he taught us a lot about composition and animation tricks and techniques. I learnt a lot from him, seriously a lot! Wish he was teaching me or rather I wish I was at CalArts learning animation. I really love art. I can't imagine living and working without it. Frank Terry really inspire me to be an even better animator. Happy!
http://mag.awn.com/index.php?ltype=all&sort=date&article_no=3018(for those who wanna know about the best few animation schools in Europe)
http://www.cartoonbrew.comhttp://sevencamels.blogspot.comI LOVE ANIMATION!!! Haha... hopefully at the end of my summer holidays I can produce a stop motion movie to send in for animation festival. Happiness :)
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*|Rain
A lot of things happened recently. I am now an even happier girl than before. Haha. It was raining since yesterday (Thurs afternoon) and it only finally stopped just now in the evening. I really wonder how the clouds could store so so much water. Pretty amazing. Spend my whole day doing modelling in maya lab. I really love the peace and quiet there especially when there is only me in the room. SOLITUDE! Haha, enjoy doing my homework with the music on and the sunlight streaming in from those big windows.
Love the rain. Love the quietness. Love ya.
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