It's latern festival tomorrow. I want to celbrate it and play with candles. I have a problem though. I don't know who I can celebrate it with and where to go to celebrate. I want to immerse myself in the mood. I want to go back to the good old days when my friends and I will meet at an area and start playing with our laterns and candles. I miss all that. It seems like the older we grow, the less we do all these things. Sigh... Maybe I go celebrate by myself tomorrow. I am sort of afraid of fire. I don't really dare to use a lighter but I guess the only way I can celebrate it is if I start using it. Maybe I give it a shot tomorrow. Maybe I will. I want to stare at the candles, watch it flicker in the dark, the wax melting. It's fun. I just wish I had someone, a friend or whoever to share the joy with. I wish.

It's been a long time since I blog. Probably more than a month. Nothing much going on except that homework is killing me. Martin's digital painting assignment, Wayne's black and white photography assignment, Melanie's character animation... 5 ADM subjects for a semester is really a killer. Dying with that workload.

I want a break. It's recess week right now but it sure ain't feeling like it. For one thing, I have school starting tomorrow. It's animation seminar workshop, one of my core modules. Sigh... School from Sunday (tomorrow) till Thurs from morning to evening. God please help me. Don't let me get so stressed up that I break down. Really can't afford to lose myself to the stress. I need to stay calm. God I need you. Really need you.

Sigh... It's past midnight now. I think I better do a bit of homework before turning in to bed. Night.