It's time for a long post again though it is just as update of yesterday and today's event. Anyway the clouds finally decided to let out their tears. It's raining. It has been quite a way since it rained. I miss the rain. Now the chill will be back in the air. No more hot air for the time being!

My meals are pretty much in a mess during the school holidays. The things I eat and the time of meals are pretty much random. Yesterday I had a loaf of bread for breakfast and lunch. Well, it's half a loaf actually. The other half went to the fish, tortoises and swans in Botanic Garden and to 5 young boys who I decided to share my bread with. They were happy feeding them alongside me. Haha. I don't know why I went there. I just remembered that I went there with Ellen once and decided to go back there again. Wish she was there with me once more. I really want to see the happy Ellen again. I am worried for her but I can't seem to do anything for her that will her up. All I can do is just be there if she needs me. Sigh...

Today, I went with Ying Han to send Wang Xun off. She happens to be the only girl in the group. The guys are a bit... erm... how shall I put it... a bit not gentlemen enough. They went into the gates without waiting for Wang Xun and the oddest thing is that their flight is at 1050am and at the time they went into the gates, it wasn't even 930am!!! That's BIT TOO EARLY! Ying Han and I couldn't talk much to Wang Xun. We only exchange a few words before she went in. As for Jeffrey, he came long after they went in but before the plane left. It was bit late but he still managed to say goodbye through the phone. One big thanks to technology! Cheers! Haha.

Went to Benjamin Spears Bridge. I walked to the end of the bridge today and wanted to explore the area under the bridge but I just keep having the feeling that I should not go any further. Glad I didn't because I was by myself then. If anything were to happen to me, no one could be there to help me out. Well except God, no one else will be there. But I didn't regret that long walk. The sea breeze was fantastic. The wind in my face. Relaxation. Haiz... Jit is now in San Francisco. I do miss him lots. It's weird not having him around. Guess that is how I unknowingly end up in places that both of went to before in the past. But I don't mid that, it really has been a long time since I explore all by myself.

Anyway, I decided to end my roaming around earlier today. I took the bus and reached Westmall at around 5pm. When I saw the evening sun still up there in the sky beaming down on us, I could not help but feel like I am finally home. It has been a long time since I went to Westmall in the evening. It has been a long time since I walked sown the covered walkway towards my block in the evening sun. It has been a long time since I went home early before the sun sets. It has been a long time since I ran over to my godmother's house to play with my god niece and god nephew. It has been a long time since I did all that. It has been for about a year. It's funny how I miss home when in fact, I go home everyday. But today I seriously miss the times when I spend my evening at home, doing stuff on my laptop and eating fruits while doing so. I really miss all that. I really do. I am glad I am finally home. I am glad.