Sigh... wanted to go Oikos today. Was thinking I would go for Oikos Service at 1115am then guess what I only realised at 9am plus that today is the first Sunday of the month and there is no oikos service. Today is combined service. Sigh... My memory is failing me. So here I am at home because by the time I rush down, service would have been over.

Am listening to all my christian songs. It really has been a long time since I stayed at home to do homework. The morning sun and afternoon sun streaming through my window, I miss all that. It also has been a long time since I listened to the christian music I had on my laptop, guess it's because I always come home late from school and would always fall asleep and have no time to listen to anything. Happy to be home! Just felt like saying "Thank You, God" :) Am very happy. Really hope I can go for mission trip. Things might happened again, bad stuff. Once the mission trip thing is decided, spiritual warfare will start because we are doing work for God and Satan does not like it. Had experience it myself but no matter what happens, it is ok because we are with God and when we are with God, we have already won. Really really hope I can go though this time there won't be Ri Xin and Zi Xuan with us. Anyway, guess what, this is the first time I finish my storyboard homework on a Sunday instead of Mon morning. Yeah!

Last Friday, many things happened. Well maybe not many but still was a bit down. Was trying to smile but somehow couldn't and then God made me smile. He made these whole bunch of clouds in the sky. And suddenly in the middle was a rather big hole and through the hole I can see even more clouds, very bright clouds. And from that hole came shafts of light (if this is the right word to use). It really seems as if the gate of heaven is right there. You can feel the warmth of it all. Really beautiful. Did take photos of it. In the end, God made me smile non-stop. Haha.