Church frens, if you are reading this. Please do not say it out. Please don't tell anyone what happen. My godmother would not like it if her incident is being spreaded around church.

I was so scared just now. Had a call from my god sister in law that my godmother fainted. At that time I was still working in school. It was only when I got a call from my mother that they are sending my godmother to hospital that I started getting really worried.

God gave me peace in my heart and I knew that nothing bad will happen. But the thought of losing someone so important in my life made me break down in tears. When I told Ellen that I was not joining them for dinner and that I was going to hospital instead, I nearly broke down but I had to control my tears. I can't break down in front of them. Guess that was why I really wanna catch the 199 bus. I suddenly just ran across the road but of course, I did checked that there was no incoming vehicle but I missed the bus. Think back now, I didn't even say goodbye to them before running off to the 179 bus stop. Kinda relieved that I have done that because I could no longer hold back my tears. I really wanted a shoulder to cry on but part of me knew it was better that I didn't have any, it will only made me weaker and cry even harder and longer.

My godmother is too important to me. Since the day when I was 1 years old, she was the one looking after me from morning to night. The only time I saw my parents was when they bring me back home to bed. I am very blessed to have 2 mothers. If I were to lose any of them, I be sad but will be ok eventually cos I know I see them in heaven someday. Well not them, only my godmother. My mother still does not believe in Jesus and I praying that she will one day. I don't wanna lose my mother for eternity. As for my godmother, it wasn't her first time she fainted. This was her second. The first time she fainted, her heart stop twice while she was in the ambulance. Thank God they were able to bring her back.

While I was there, I saw this family. They were sad and cried and I guess that their mother was in a really serious condition. Then they were called into the counselling room and this time the whole family including the relatives were in tears. Their sorrow, their tears, their cries, really broke my heart and I almost teared along with them. As for my godmother, she is ok for now. The doctors still can't tell wad's wrong. She must have fainted and vomitted for a reason and that's why they are doing a blood test now. The doctor say the results will be significant and it will take 2hrs around 12 midnight. God, please heal my godmother. Please do. Thank you for the peace you placed in my heart.