Its almost 3am in the morning and I am just starting to update my blog. Weird timing to do it. Not in a really happy mood now. Its no big deal actually. All I did was watched a dvd just now and in that movie someone died and so now I am affected. I am too emotional sometimes. Anyway I havn't been updating since the mission trip.

I have been back in Singapore for more than a week and well... It feels strange to be back here. First of all, I have nothing to do, no work no nothing. After been in Huay Hok for like five days, I realised how much I DO NOT miss my laptop or tv or what so ever, I can totally do without them but apparently I still need them to check school email for exa, results which are not out yet and registration of subjects and stuff. Its rather a surprise to me that I don't miss all these stuff. Haiz~ Just feel so useless now doing nothing except watch dvd and clearing room. So you can imagine by now how many dvds I have watched or rewatched. I wish dance lessons start soon cos I really wanna start dancing or rather learn how to dance. It start round June but when. After coming back from this mission trip, I am still thinking about this issue... How has me wanting to be an animator and dance and learning to play the instruments help with the spreading of the gospel. I know they be related somehow but for now I don't know the answer. God allowed me to study arts and love performing arts for a reason. Erm... Ok now I don't even know what I am talking.

Anyway I shall talk about the trip. I did things that I have never done before while I was in Huay Hok, like climb mountain and big rocks and eat porridge with green small insects as ingredients. I survive 4 days in an environment with an endless supply of insects which caused me to run and jump about and freak out suddenly. But after these 4 days, I am not that scared of insects. I still do a bit but not as bad anymore after all that insect attacks like the big cockroach like insect that landed on me during the church service and which I accidentally sweep it to Ophe not intentionally but more out of fear. Sorry Ophe!

The water there is WHOA cold. It's like putting the water in the freezer for a few hours and then taking it out after that. It's that cold and we bathe in it but after a while, my body sort of got used to the temperature of the water and it is refreshing. I miss that water! LOL.

Teaching the children about the bible is not too bad. It's my first time and well I realised something. I am not really cut out for teaching. When I see Ri Xin and I see myself, Ri Xin is really good at it. Ri Xin can elaborate on things just like that on the spot but I can't seem to do that. I can only do that in my mind and when I am penning it down but speaking it out loud, can't seem to do that. Really wonder is it cos I am really not cut out for teaching or izzit cos it's just I am not that prepared for the delivering of the lesson. Maybe it's both.

Oh well, enough about that. The food there is good. I love the food there and YIPEE my stomach got used to the food immediately. Actually my stomach loves the food there then in Singapore. In Huay Hok I eat a lot but back in Singapore, I eat very little food (but I did eat more fruits), I just hate the food here, its oily! SO NOT TASTY! Lots of MSG! There the dishes are simple but it's the best I ever eat even better than hotel food.

I can go on forever about this mission trip but I don't think I ever be able to finish writing all about it. That's what happen when I was writing about my Korea trip. Anyway today during discipleship, we were talking about right living and all that. Realise that Proverbs is really a good book to read and it's even better if we take the advice of the verses and do accordingly to what it is stated. Today we talked quite a bit on marriage too. I am now very certain that if I ever have a bf, he first has to be a christian. If he is not, I won't even think about starting anything with him. Haha, maybe I shall stay single my whole life. That be great, been able to go where I want and dance all day long. LOL. All these things, my career, my future, everything I shall hand it over to God. I take whatever He gives cos that be the best for me. Time to sleep. It's 310am. Pei Shi, Hui Nan and Marc still in Vietnam. Really hope Pei Shi is feeling better and that God is curing her of her illness. OK SLEEP TIME before my dad comes out and scold me for being up so late.