What I typed in my last blog entry is a spritual attack and I guess I am not the only one experiencing it too. Hui Nan and Pei Shi had it too but the experience for each of us was different. And can someone tell me why my eyes hurt, my left eye. It is like as if someone had punched it (sound so wrong) but yah there is a small lump around my left eye (the part nearer to the bridge of nose). Good thing is its not as painful now but I pretty sure I got it after that spiritual attack. Spiritual attacks are scary but I am glad I have God because being on God's side means we have already won and I really have to thank God for bringing me out of that living nightmare. If you were me, you know it is a nightmare and at the same time, you know it is real. I dunno how to say it but once you experience it, you know.

I won't give up the mission trip or stop doing God's work because of this spritual attack. The more I wanna do work for God. I just prayed that while I am at it, I really hope God will protect my family and friends. I don't want Satan to use them to get to me. God do protect them from Satan and ll of us who are going for mission trip too. Let us not fall because of the devil. This reminds me of the bible verse learnt during Sunday school about putting on God's amour and fighting alongside with God. These few days with exams and projects and deadlines, I guess I really have to be careful cos I tend to be at my weakest when stressed. Have to remind myself to rely on God always and always.