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*|Monday, April 10, 2006|*
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I had a horrible experience just now. I dunno why but it just didn't seem right. One second I was napping and suddenly I was like in this nightmare and I got a feeling that it happened before earlier while I was napping but this time the feeling was stronger. It was this headless person and a studio spotlight. What kind of nightmare is that, it lasted less than a minute but I am for once very clear of what was happening to me. I dunno, it's just so weird. I knew I had to wake up, snap out of the dream but some part of me like wanted to continue with that nightmare. And when I tried to snap out of it, I couldn't do it for a while. I was trying to move, break free but I was constrained. I tried opening my eyes but I couldn't too. It was like I was kinda locked in this position and I kept hearing this really creepy rhythmic sound in my right ear. It was scary and I know that it is not a sound coming from my bedroom as in it is not the sound of the fan in my room wadsoever. It just isn't a sound from my room basically. The feeling is definitely not right and I am glad I prayed to God to help me break free, snap out of it and slowly I did.

It's just scary because usually in nightmares, you can just open your eyes and it all be gone or you just jerk awake but just now what I expeirnced, I could not. I was like forcing my eyes to open and it was so tough, even moving my arms and head is tough. I hate it. I dunno why I am blogging this because I don't think it makes much sense but it was too real. And yet at that point of time I had that nightmare I was freaked out and once I awake, it was peaceful. This is so unlike me, usually I take an hr or two and a long time of prayer to forget my nightmares. I mean my nightmares are really freakful. Can you imagine seeing your friend drop off the building right in front of your eyes or weird scenes were you see people being kidnapped and tied to the tree trunks all over Singapore. I mean what is that?

I think I shall stop here now cos I don't think I am making any sense. God please stop all those psycho nightmares. If I ever have dreams, like it come from you.
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