*|Fast
Went on a "no tv, dvd, vcd, laptop" fast today till 4pm. Never it be so hard to stop myself from watching vcds... I can't possibly stay in my room cos of the laptop there and of course my vcd collection. Neither can I stay in the living room with the computer and tv and vcd cllection there too. I can't possibly be in my brother's room, or my parent's room or the kitchen packed with junk food. Sigh... In the end, I went over to my godmother's house played with the kids and ended up helping them to pack their vcd collection. LOL... well, at least I had time to pray which is good.
Sigh... My godfather not going mission trip cos of the elections. I wonder how the situation is now, whether some of us from the mission trip team can leave only after they elected. But if this is the case, they will miss the first day of R&R and the first day of children ministry and I wonder about the air tickets cos we booked liao and I doubt can just change like that. I really wonder how it be like? Clueless... really pray that God show us a way through all these.
*|cailing scribbled on the sand at 11:24 PM|*
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