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*|Tuesday, March 28, 2006|*
*|I let God down. I forgot. I am so sorry.

I can't believe myself... I wrote it down in my organiser and yet I forgot. I let art history, my 3D model, 4D video and me been so tired, slept for only one and a half hour take over me. I can't believe I forgot. I wanna be there at the meeting right now but I can't even if I wanna take taxi down, my oarents won't allow me. How can I forgot... feel like I have let God down. How could I do that, I wanna go, I really do. The very first meeting and I forgot, so caught up in school that I forgot. Just feeling really awfully sad now. Don't talk to me. Not in the mood.

It's just this is kinda like the first test and I fail. Satan uses busyness to get to us and make us forgot God and doing His work. The very first test and I fail and I can't do anything now that my parents won't let me go. How could I do that to God. How could I let it slip my mind. I didn't even remember that the mission trip is today. Getting cooped in this house and feeling sory and guilty I guess is punishment enough. I am so dumb. Why didn't I just take my bag and go grab a cab... Just tell my parents I am going to church instead of asking for their opinion. They surely say can't go. Stupid me.
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