Sigh... Ophe found out about the ice skating course. But trying to get 4 people cos it be xheaper than.. $120 per person for a group of 4-10. Now only got Ophe and me, well actually got Ophe's fren but she having 'A' level this year so her friend might not want it. I really wanna learn ice skating and then advance o figure skating. I dunno why but I love all these... I sounded like I am deprived from any art or music but I was when I was very young. All I did attend was a drawing class and I remember drawing a flower and colouring it yellow. Sometimes I wish my parents could send me to a dance school or music school when I was young but they not interested in this whole art area. I guess I am the only person who is interested in all these in my family and it is just so dificult to tell them I wanna join all these courses etc cos partly they dunno what it is and partly because of the money.

If I really going to join ice skating then I guess I pay the money myself. Dun wanna burden my parents but learning this is seriously going to burn a hole in my pocket/ bank account. Really should consider if all these is worth it. But I really wanna learn... I already didnt get to learn dance and piano when I was young. If I not oignt o learn now, there be no time for me to learn when I am working as a adult. I dun wanna be sad each time I see someone ice skate or play the piano or act. Am I really not fated to have all these?

Only God knows... Dun wanna talk about it anymore. Just thinking that I dunno how to dance, act, play the piano and ice skate saddens me a lot. This is how I felt more than 10years ago and till today, it is still how I feel.