Haiz~ In a financial crisis. I spend money on shoes this month but that is because I really needed a pair of shoes so for that, it is ok. My brother's birthday is coming and seriously I dunno what I am going to buy and hoW I am going to pay for my ice skating lessons. I am not going to ask my parents for money that is for sure. Going to bear the cost by myself. This also goes for my mission trip. Pray hard it is not too ex. Let me see... Each week I get $40. $20 supposed to be for savings the other $20 is for meals in school. How I shall spend my money... $5 for offering as usual and I guess I probably cut down my food expenditure to $10 or less.

Guess I got to go back to my JC save money plan. Breakfast eat at home. Lunch either eat cheap food or don't eat. Sigh... I cant say I don't wanna eat cos my class we always eat together so if I don't go canteen with them, it seems like I am anti-social. So I guess I really have to eat sth. Maybe I shall eat fruits. Try to keep budget below $1.50 per meal or $1. Tough but the only way is this I guess. Haiz~

Is it meant to be? I dunno. Lost and confused and what's up with my nose. I am not having a flu but I keep sneezing on and off. Has my nose become very sensitive. I know my ear became super sensitive... That is why I kept wearing only silver 925 ear ring. I cant wear my own handmade ear ring. This is so damn irritating.

I dunno what is wrong with me. Nevermind