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*|Sunday, February 05, 2006|*
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Went for discipleship class today, the very 1st lesson and realise that speaking up is not really as bad as it seems. Well, today before lesson ended, Rev Chin asked for prayer requests and Hui Nan said hers. Well, instantly something came to my mind and it stayed there in my mind for the whole day. In the end, I told her and surprising, I felt relieved as if the pressure is off my chest (erm... is that expression right? like a bit wrong, oh well, my English is not that good anymore). Well, I had a prayer request that I didnt say, didn't think it was that important.

Sigh... I am really afraid, kinda of. School work is really increasing rapidly and I can hardly cope with the amount. But the worse thing is it takes up so much time that I practically have almost no time for God. I dun wanna go throught that phase again this semester. I know how bad it was last semester when I keep getting stressed up and breaking down suddenly many times. I was tired physically, emotionally and worse of all spiritually. This semester, I can't let it happen again. I am glad that I prayed about it and well I felt God's presence and I know He will always be there. I decided that from now on, I do QT first before I start homework. Shall set aside time for God instead of making use of the time I have for God before I sleep if I do homework first which is basically no time for Him cos by then, I am just too exhausted. God always have to be first, nothing else should replaced God.

Still remember today's lesson when Rev Chin asked us why we wanted to go through with this discipleship. I only had one answer and that is I wanted to have a closer relationship with God. The rest is not as important as God. Haha... I realise something, I can't stop talking about God sometimes on my blog. He is just too wonderful and amazing. He never fail to surprise me. Haha. I love my life and I am sure it can be even better when I have an even closer relationship with God. I am sure. Haha Shall stop talking now and do my QT and then start doing my dreaded homework! :D
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