It has been a long time since I cried because I was upset or very angry worth someone. I guess the only reason why I cry because it has pretty much become part of me. Its really how I expressed myself when I am super upset and angry. It's kinda my only way to really just release everything and destress. I was just thinking whoever is my boyfriend, really have to put up with me crying. Most of the time, I cried while watching a show. Is it just me or what but I am always touched by what is happening on screen even if it is just only an animated film without real life action. I dunnno... In shows, I see people learning to love one another as frens and accepts the person's weakness and friends, all that closeness and kindness, all that scarifice and I look at this world... it looks like we have forgotten all that. We have forgotten the true meanings of friendship, we forgotten the good old days. We are all just caught up in this fast paced world. There is hardly any time left for friends and families. Moral values and stuff like tat are kinda like all thrown out of the windows and down the drains. No one is as innocent as before. All that child like wonders of a human soul is gone. Its sad to see the world like that. I wish sometimes that people can just stop what they are doing and just make times for their loved ones. That will make the world a much better place.

The world will defnintely be a better place if people had Jesus in their hearts. Haha How did the topic of crying leads to God. Haha...Someone used to say "When you cry, God cries with you. But He can't wipe your tears unless you let Him." I am glad God wiped my tears through friends. Oh I almost forgot to mention that I have decided to go for discipleship course. Will stick to it till the very end. I wanna be transformed throughout this course. I wanna be more like Jesus. :D And I wanna go for the mission trip too. Must pray more about it. It is the 2nd time I had come across this verse "The harvest is many but the workers are few. Pray to God who is in charge of the harvest to send more workers to His field." Prayer is so important. I finally realise how much. Ever since I enter university, so many things happened and I am glad that I have became closer to God. I know I have changed for the better of course. I glad to have Jesus in my life. Really glad. :D I wish my friends have Jesus in their hearts too. I wish that they will one day come to know of God, this really special someone in my life who changed me by simply loving me unconditionally.