ARGH!!! I had it with msn. I wasted so much time trying to sign in and I can't understand why there is a problem. I can signed in perfectly well with my old email address but my new one. It's giving me problems and now that I am finally in, my status on other's msn screen is OFFLINE!!! I AM ONLINE!!! STUPID MSN PROBLEM!!! ONLINE!!! Haiz~ I hate computers. They are so not flexible. Human brains are still the best. After all they are God's creations. Nothing but the best! As for computers, they are the worst of all, the one that always give people stress. Haha

Anyway, enough about computers, it's giving me a bad headache. Anyway I did quite a bit of shopping just now. Buy some christmas presents for Ah Xiang, Yi Xuan, Joshua and Jonathan. And a pair of shoes for myself partially dues to the fact that my scandals that I am still wearing now are going to die out on me. As for my white charles and keith shoes... it's time for a revamp! (I never seem to get down to doing it though... better start tml)

The next thing I shall do tml is erm... watch harry potter and start doing xmas presents. SO FAST!!! NEXT WEEK IS CHALET LIAO! YEAH! A break away from computers and all electronic devices... well not all. But I really can't wait to breathe some fresh air and do a bit of cycling and stuff like that. I really miss being able to exercise, jump about and I really miss the sea. I wish I am now at the sea sitting n the rocks, feeling the wind blowing in my hair, smelling the saltiness of the air, gazing at the stars hanging above and feeling at peace with the things around me. I can just imagine it all in my mind but I prefer being there but somehow I think the image I have in my mind will be much more perfect than the beaches in Singapore. One day, I go to the beach that I have in my mind, one day I be there. I just have to find it.

Haha It's really ironic that I wanna be near the sea yet at the same time, I fear the open waters. I am afraid of falling into the deep ocean and drown out there. There are so many places I wanna go, so many things I wanna do, so many things I wanna learn but the thing is will I ever we able to do them. Is that what God wants me to do. I wanna be an animator, doing feature animations, but in Singapore... There just isn't any such jobs. Disney isn't in Singapore. I want my work to impact the lives of the young. I want them to be how we children are in the past. Carefree, obident. I want the world to be a better place. Happy families, children laughing and smiling, all that joy, peace and laughter but now in this world, it seem to vanish. People become so busy and caught up with their work that they become so stressed up. Children no longer as innocent as they are, now they talked back and live in the computer age, not that it isn't good but it seem to be an overdose of it. At parks, there aren't as many children now. Most are at home studying away, longer school hours etc... Wad is becoming of this world... I wish I can be as great as Walt Disney one day, able to help bring the family together. One way is by watching his shows together. When was the last time my whole family is together to watch tv? That seems to be many years back when I am in primary sch. We no longer watch movies together, even eating meals together. I miss the good old days. No xmas tree, no log cakes etc. All gone. I wish to bring it back. I really it will all come back. I know it will one day.