I feel so angry, frustrated and very upset now. I feel like I am kinda mean but then again, I am not. The thing is I am having a group discussion for art history tml and everyone has agreed to the meeting place except Poh Ling who insists on Woodlands library. I mean what is up with her. Give in to her so many times, let her decide how research should be done, let her do on high renaissance which is the easier one. Let her have the first say in choosing the art work for presentation. ARGH!!! CAN EVERYONE PLEASE LEARN TO COMPROMISE. I am so sick of having to always give in, give in, of tolerating those black face that come my way, of feeling like I have offended someone when I DIDN'T. This week I see a side of my classmates I never see before and I must say it is silly of me to believe that all my classmates are good. I am silly to think that people can be good. I had enough of all this nonsense. Shall just be fair about it, 5 to 1, majority wins, shall meet at mac near national library. Sickening, sickening, sickening.

Sometimes I wish there isn't any bad in the world. Sometimes I wish that everyone is good. Everyone loves God and loves one another. Isn't that kinda like how adam and eve are in the garden of Eden before the fall. If everything now can be like that, just imagine all that laughter and smile and songs that we sing to praise God. I wish it be like that and I know that day will come someday. Shall go pray now. Just wanna talk to God.