I feel like I am forgotten or invisible or something. During 4D class, my teacher, Wen-Shing went to each and every student and collected our personal file. She also asked question about our skills and all that... Somehow I was forgotten. She didnt come to me to get the file or anything. I ended up walking to her and handed her the filr and left for break with the others. I feel really sad, am I so invisible? These few days have been hard on me but it seems even harder as time passed. Really down. I feel I am really lousy at art... It just that as compared to the rest, I like the lowest standard of all. Looking at the other works of my classmates, I really feel like just crushing my paper or wadever I have done and just throw it away. It is not up to the standard that I can even out my work beside theirs. I really have to sort out my thinking and work 5 times as hard just to catch up. I really want to catch up. I love my room, its where I retreat to everyday and reflect. My mood each day is like a roller coaster... its really high in the morning but it drop all the way down as the day progresses. TOUGH. Wish I can just talk to someone but oh well... nvm... shall not bother talking about it, afterall no one online for me to chat and even if they online, dun think they have time to lend a listening ear. Everyone is just so busy nowadays.