Now at my godsister's house. There is something I really want to do now. I dunno why but I just wanna sit at the steps of the one fullerton area, in front of the merlion. Wish I am there, I wanna be all alone, just sitting on the steps watching the sky changing colour from a warm orange to a bluish-black one. Wanna see the lights flickered on one by one as time passed. Dunno why I wanna do tat, just feel like crying. Cry... cry over... I dunno wad. Recently I started wondering how things will be like during judgement day, wad if judgement day was just a few days away. Started thinking about death... Yes, I am a christian, I am saved but wad about my frens and family members who dun believed in Christ. I will cry and be really upset, upset that they wont get to go to heaven. Quite a few events happened this week and it led me to think about the meaning of life, about death and about judgement day. Haiz~ Just wish I am sitting on the steps now cos I cant gaurantee I get to see it ever again.

Haiz~ Enough about all tat. Tml is museum day. I wanna go Singapore Philatelic museum to view exhibits. Guess I go alone once more. Just kinda sad that I dun know any frens who have the same interests as me, dunno anyone who likes to go museum. Haha I know I like shopping but to tell the truth there is something else I like more. Bet a lot people find it boring but I dun. I love bookstores especially the one at taka, KINOKUNIYA. I can spend more than 5hrs there. I walk down those book shelfs and stop at sections that I am interested in and then I browse thru every book from each section, reading a few pages here and there. Haha I dunno y I love that, its just that the pictures from the books and all are all so captivating, I feel like I am in another world, doing wad I like, exploring other people's cultures. I love libraries too and I love museums, love musical performances, love the exhibits but sometimes it can be sad to actually do it alone. No one to share the joy with. Oh well... In that case, I share it with God then, like I usually do. Who ask me to have such weird interests. Haha :) Oh well, as long I enjoy doing it can liao I guess, shall not bother wad other people think since in the first place, they are not me. :) Yeah tml I can spend my day after church at the museum and then at esplanade park. Love that a lot! Dunno suzanna jie jie , joshua they all will accompany me a not. Most probably not since ge ge most likely wont want. Oh well, in that case, its alright!