Yesterday night my dad smsed me that I got accepted into the school of Arts, design and media. My first reaction was not one of happiness, rather it was anger, who said u can open my letters to read. Now tat it is Sunday, I read the letter but I am not excited at all for getting into my dream course, I should be the first to know it.

When I told my mum not to open my letters in the future, u know wad she said. She said " If dun open, how do they know wad is going on?" Then she scolded me for showing my temper. I am angr and hurt. My parents dun even trusted me enough and they dun know me enough to know tat they be the first person I tell tat I entered the course. Instead of waiting for me to open it, read the letter and tell them, they opened it. I am their daughter, dun they trusted me enough to know tat I tell them wad course I got into. Instead they opened my letter. Wad am I to them, their daughter who wont tell them a single thing???? So much for me trusting in them...

I wished I can talked to someone about it but Jing Ting she in KL now, Zi Xuan...well she is not online, Enoch his status is busy... So much for entering this course, not much of happiness in me. I only pretended to be happy back in church but actually I am not. If I am really happy, I be jumping around and shouting with joy but instead here I am, crying and hurt tat my parents didnt trusted me enough ... so much for being their daughter.