'A' level results will be out soon. I really wonder how well I score in it. Will it be what I expected or will it be worse than my expectations. Looking at the letter sent by NUS informing us of NUS open house, I really start to wonder how my future will be liked... Will it be bright? Will it be dark? I do not have a single clue. Even now, as I aawait for my results, I dun really know wad I want to be in the future? I dunno what are the avaliable career options? I really dunno. This is so confusing. At the same time, it is kinda scary.

Haiz~ With nothing much to do at home nowadays except clearing cupboards and all that, it is natural for one to wonder about things... Sometimes I really wonder what this world is becoming. Watching the news, all I ever see is natural disasters happening all around, murders, terrorism... Its a really scary world out there. Sometimes I wonder why God let all this happens. Some may say that Gods let this happens to punish us for our sins. I am really glad that last Sunday I learned something during sunday school that God lets all these happens because without suffering and pain, we will never be able to understand how precious life is. How precious our family and friends are. Just imagine if life now is like a smooth sailing boat, will we ever treasure what we have? Will be be able to see how precious freindship and love can be? I guess it is true, problems I encountered in this journey called life really show me how precious my family and friends can be. Most importantly, it shows me God's love.

Sometimes I really wonder whats wrong with me... If I quarrel with any of my family members or friends and realised that it was me who is wonrg all along, I feel sad but would not apologise for it. Maybe it is because I do not have the courage to face them. It just isn't me to say sorry to them in words. I dunno why but I expressed mysself better by writing than words. Guess that is why I have a blog, a blog where I can pen down my feelings and emotions. Its kinda like a shelter but the best shelter is still in God's embrace. That is where I wanna be forever and ever and ever.Never wanna leave it. Wanna stay there for eternity. :)