*|Haiz~
Had an argument with my brother today while we were at Chnagi Airport's Burger King. Guess I was kinda in thw wrong to lose my temper but I was very irritated. Whooper is whooper... How in the world can I explain wad whooper is... cos whooper is whooper. I cant see another way of explaining wad it is. Haiz~ In the end, my brother left just like tat without telling anyone. He made us all worried. They were all saying why he acted tat way, they dun believe he will just walked off. I guess all I can say is that they dun know my brother well enough. It is not the first time such things happened.
Then after that, Yi Cong acted very weird. He and Hui Nan had an argument over gym and stuff. He acted the way he did last year (I wont said wad happened last year). I was so freaked out, nearly cried. In the end, Yi Cong said he was acting serious and that he was trying to distract Hui Nan from thinking about this freaky friend that she has. Well, that is another story too. If it was me, I be very freaked out too. Just glad I have never meet such a person. Really pray hard that in the days to come, Hui Nan will be safe and that the freaky guy doesn't go talk to her or get anywhere near her. Wish that God will sent Hui Nan's guadian angels to protect her.
Haiz~ Pei Shi has left Singapore. She went back to New Zealand. Will miss her. Only get to see her 4 months later. As for Karin, she looks really stress. All the school work is really getting to her. Poor Karin. Haiz~ Really too bad I cant help her at all in her school work since I am not a law student. Really hope she destress soon. As for Cephas, dunno he sad a not since Pei Shi has left. Hope he is alright too.
Haiz~ So many things happened within these few hours. Guess this is how life is but no matter wad, will try to take things positively. And if I ever fall or stumble, I can be sure that God will be there to pick me up again.
FOOTPRINTS
One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking
Along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene,
He noticed two sets of footprints in the sand,
One belonging to him,
and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
He looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life
There was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened
At the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him
And he questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, You said that once I decided to follow You,
You'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that
During the most troublesome times in my life,
There is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why
When I needed You most
You would leave me."
The Lord replied,
"My precious, precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
When you see only one set of footprints,
It was then that I carried you."
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*|Feelings...
'A' level results will be out soon. I really wonder how well I score in it. Will it be what I expected or will it be worse than my expectations. Looking at the letter sent by NUS informing us of NUS open house, I really start to wonder how my future will be liked... Will it be bright? Will it be dark? I do not have a single clue. Even now, as I aawait for my results, I dun really know wad I want to be in the future? I dunno what are the avaliable career options? I really dunno. This is so confusing. At the same time, it is kinda scary.
Haiz~ With nothing much to do at home nowadays except clearing cupboards and all that, it is natural for one to wonder about things... Sometimes I really wonder what this world is becoming. Watching the news, all I ever see is natural disasters happening all around, murders, terrorism... Its a really scary world out there. Sometimes I wonder why God let all this happens. Some may say that Gods let this happens to punish us for our sins. I am really glad that last Sunday I learned something during sunday school that God lets all these happens because without suffering and pain, we will never be able to understand how precious life is. How precious our family and friends are. Just imagine if life now is like a smooth sailing boat, will we ever treasure what we have? Will be be able to see how precious freindship and love can be? I guess it is true, problems I encountered in this journey called life really show me how precious my family and friends can be. Most importantly, it shows me God's love.
Sometimes I really wonder whats wrong with me... If I quarrel with any of my family members or friends and realised that it was me who is wonrg all along, I feel sad but would not apologise for it. Maybe it is because I do not have the courage to face them. It just isn't me to say sorry to them in words. I dunno why but I expressed mysself better by writing than words. Guess that is why I have a blog, a blog where I can pen down my feelings and emotions. Its kinda like a shelter but the best shelter is still in God's embrace. That is where I wanna be forever and ever and ever.Never wanna leave it. Wanna stay there for eternity. :)
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*|YEAH!!!
I just finished watching "jue shi shuang jiao (The Proud Twins)". I love this show. Whoa... Today's episode is really exciting. Xiao Yu and Wu Ji finally discover Bu Er Manor's deep dark secret. Wads more, Wu Ji finally get to see his real mother who was rumoured to be dead 20 years ago. Not only that, the truth is out... Wu Ji and Xiao Yu are brothers actually! Thisshow is really very interesting. Haiz~ Will miss 2 episodes of it when I go on my trip to Korea. ARGH... so sad! Haiz~
Tml I be getting my curtains and the bracket for the curtain rod. Finally getting somewhere. All I left is clearing of one cupboard and shifting the bed over from my brother's room to my room. After tat, I will finally have my own bedroom and of course, I have t touch up and fill the room with my stuffs! YEAH!!!
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*|Bloggie cum feet
YEAH!!! I have finally finish revamping my blog! It took me like 3 to 4 nights to figure out wad each html code means. Finally a blog tat is totally my style. I only manage to change the font colours of my blog entries of Feb and Mar 2005. There is simply too many blog entries. I cant possibly change them one at a time. It will take ages. For those interested in viewing the photos tat I taken tat very day Livia left Singapore for Australia, I have uploaded them and linked the album to my blog. Just look under the photos section and you will see it.
Haiz~ My feet is killing me! Seriously! My sensitive skin problem came back again after like many mnay years. Now the skin on my feet is peeling like crazy and sometimes there are water bubbles on my feet and I am forced to burst them and get rid of the water cos it is just too painful walking with them unburst. Wads worse, the colour of my black scandals kept coming off and my skin is like quite black. I cant seemed to wash the black stains off especially those black stains on the area where I have gotten rid of the water bubbles. SUPER PAINFUL!!! Haiz It has been like a few weeks liao. Haiz~ ARGH!!! MOSQUITOES ARE BITING ME ONCE AGIN! Think I better go hide from them in the bedroom now! Good night
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*|New projects...
I stated 2 new projects. One is to revamp my blog using only HTML code which I can hardly remember. But the good thing is I am halfway through it. YEAH!!! Revamping blog really take up a lot of time. Maybe I can do more blog skin. Tat be cool but it sure takes up a lot, a lot of time. The second project is to do sorta a scrapbook for my postcars which are piling up. I can't even close the box tat stores the postcards. TOO FULL! Hee hee... but it is really fun to turn it into a scrapbook. Currently I am running out of materials. Think it is time I stock up on drawing block, construction paper and gold glitter glue.
YEAH!!! Today i officially sign up for the tour to Korea! YEAH!!! Going with my godsister. Shall spend my time there meaningfully and blog it all down pictures tken there. Shall make a list of things to buy. Shall go there shop for nice clothes, bags, wallet and watch. The good news is my father paying $1000 and I have to fork out another $180 for the whole tour package which is inclusive of to and fro air tickets, accomadation, food, tips and airport fares. Very worth it. As for my expenditure... well all from my whole packet. Haiz~ I better start saving up! Ok time for me to sleep... ARGH!!! Mosquitoes are biting me! When I get my own bedroom, I will place mosquito net all over. Itchy, itchy, scratchy, scratchy!
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*|Happy!
I went to SA funfair "campus rumpus" yesterday and it is so so only. The highlight of the day... erm... I took a photo with xiu and the world's tallest man and his brother. MY GOSH!!! 2.38m. Tat is like damn tall!!! I am damn short compared to them. Sad case. Haha... Edwin told me tat Sun Yan Zi went too but by thn, I have already left SA. Wad a pity! I went to my church's CNY reunion dinner. It was quite ok. However this year there isnt much of a CNY atmosphere But as usual, we youths are damn noisy and super enthu. But somehow our enthusiatism didnt have much effect on the tables. Haha It looks as if we are having a mini party, talking and laughing away happily!
YEAH!!! I am going to Korea in March. Haha LOL... My brother ask me to buy a surf board from Korea. Shall go find see if Korea really sells them. Bet they be damn ex! So cool, S$900 for air ticket cum accomadations cum food and it is a 6 days, 5 nights thing. If I not wrong the DJs from 95.8FM going too. Not sure about Yes 93.3FM DJs. Erm... Think I sure revamp blog, kinda tired of seeing black background.
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*|Lalalala...
YEAH!!! I have finished doing the cards for SA funfair " Campus Rampus". I finished all 30 of them. Wad a big relief!!! It took me quite long to do and sometimes I get so bored with it but oh well... It's over. Tml I shall go to the stall to view my cards. Hee hee...Miss SA quite a lot. Shall go back tml to have some fun and use my tickets. Afterall, I got $20 worth of it, might as well use it. Erm... Still thinking about the cards. Mrs Wong is selling mine for $3 each instead of $2. Wow... Which means they can earn erm... $90 from the sale of all 30 of my crads. TATS A LOT especailly for 30 crads whose cost price of raw materials amount to less than $3! :)
AAARGH!!! There is some mosquitoes flying round my house. GET OUT!!! STOP BITTING ME!!! My leg is really itching quite badly. The mosquitoes are really lucky today. I am not in a foul mood even though they cant seemed to stop sucking my blood. That is because I have finally found the theme song of "The proud twin" TV serial. The title of the song is "you ni de shi jie" (direct translation, really a direct one: got you the earth... A more meaningful translation : with you in this world) and it is now my latest blog background background music! Love this show a lot! It really cracks me up. Really watching 2 hrs of it every Wednesday. LOVE IT!!! Forgot to mention that www.baidu.com is a good website to search for chinese songs cum lyrics.

Today, I finally sent my perlini silver chains and bracelets for washing in JP. I have been planning to do tat since erm... last year. Today I finally remembered to do so. Like perlini silver a lot. If I studied jewellery designing, I would love to work for Perlini silver. Anyway I got caught in the rain today, ened up looking like a pathetic drenched kitten. Was dripping wet!!! Also went to church today to practise for this Sunday's oikos ban chang (singers for praise and worship sessions). It was only then did I realise tat I have OHP duty tat very same day too. In the end, i am doing both ban chang and OHP on sunday. Really dont mind doing it. My time spend in church did to come to a waste. I love praise and worship sessions even if it is just a practise for the actual praise and worship session. Hee hee... really time for me to sleep. Kinda late, dun wanna look like a zombie tml!
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*|Super super tired
Happy valentine day! Somehow I am not in the mood to celebrate. I am so freaking tired. Now is erm almost 330am. I WANNA SLEEP! I just fnished doing Livia's farewell card. Dun feel like typing anymore. All I want is my bed. YAWN~
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*|And God saw that it was good
Today during Sunday school, we read Genesis chapter 1 and these words "And God saw that it was good" kept repeating itself thru out that chapter. Things and circumstances only start to change when man sin against God. Tats when problems start popping up. But come to think of it, we may viewed problems as bad but in God's eyes, problems are good. Guess tat is because each time we face a problem, we learn more about life, learn more about our purpose on Earth. Problems tat God throws at me really made me the way I am today and I am glad tat even though some are really unpleasant and I was really badly hurt by it but each time, I learn more of God's love for us and truely I am glad. Haha... I wonder if I am the only one who is happy to have problems being thrown on me. I guess maybe not... somewhere out there, someone might just have the same thinking as me.
Haiz~ Livia is leaving Singapore for Australia this Tuesday. As for Pei Shi, she is returning to New Zealand on the 26th of February. I will miss both of them. As for Jing Ting, she is going to America on the 4th of May. ARGH!!! Why are my friends leaving Singapore. I am gonna miss Jing Ting a lot. She is one of my best best frens. Haiz~ And with the big time difference btw Singapore and American, its so difficult to meet her online for a chat.I came across this quote "Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship dosen't count the miles, it is measured by the heart." Tat is so true but somehow or another, I miss them a lot. I guess there will always be a time when we will venture out to some foreign land, far away from where home is, far away from our friends. Gues tat is part of life but the one good thing is tat no matter how far my frens are, I will treasured them always and await their arrival back home. Miss u three!!!
Guess no matter wad happens in life, shall hand everything to God. Shall praise and thank God for everything, be it good or bad because God let things happen for a reason and in his eyes, all things are good. Sometimes not having to work is gd, I hav lots of time to myself and I realise I start talking more to God each day. Guess I have many things troubling me but its really comforting to know tat God is there for me. Feels great to be in His embrace. Never wanna leave it. :)
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*|Saturaday
Yesterday, we (Ting, Ran, Yan, Jon, Willy, Song, Raymond and me) went to pay Mrs Quek a visit. Haiz! We ended up at the bus stop opposite Yu Mei Condo waiting for her to reach her own house. Mrs Quek isnt tat punctual. There was once when I was in sec 4, a few of us waited from about 1030am in the morning to about 1pm in the afternoon. Mrs Quek wanted a meeting in the morning and just when we were about to give up and leace at 1pm in the afternoon, she appeared. Haiz~ Thinhk she is much worse than Ting in terms of punctuality but oh well, maybe sth must have cropped up before tat.
Anyway, Mrs Quek said we were the first batch of students to have entered her house. Apparently, she didnt allowed her form class to visit her. We didnt do much there except for eating the homemade chinese new year goodies and watching the dvd tat her husband played for us "Kung Fu Hustle". Haiz~ Tat show again... quite crappy and damn lame.
In the end, we left to watch "Constantine". We did the stupidest thing ever. As all 7 of us excluding Mei Yan (She left liao) could not squeeze into one single leaf. We split up so Ting, Jon , Ran and me took the lift first. When it reached the 2nd floor, some ppl wanted to get out of the lift thus Ting and jon have no choice but to get out of lift first. But the thing is they let the lift door close in their face and when I managed to press the "open door" button before the door fully closed, both of them didnt want to take the lift. They took the escalator instead. Goodness... When the lift reached the 4th floor, me and Ran Xing realised that we forgot to press the button to the 5th floor and tat stupid lift refused to bring us up one floor... Both of us ended up on the escalator too. Haha Tat was so illy of us. All we need was to get to the 5th floor where the cinema is and such a simple thing it is yet we screwed it all up and complicate everything.
The movie was ok. The storyline is really complicated and I dun really understand the whole plot. Worst still, there were no subtitles. Sometimes I really cant catch wad the characters are saying. Wads more, there were 2 malay girls behind us and they were super super noisy, laughing and chatting away. Oh and we took neoprints before tat. The prints turned out really nice. Shall keep it for memory sake... Really miss my sec sch frens. Havn't seen them for very long and they are the best frens I can ever have while I was in BBSS. Life is so much interesting with them around. Really hope tat all of us, juniors and seniors and ppl from same batch and close frens can go for the chalet in June. Pray hard tat everyone will be there even Jye Min whom I havnt seen for a few years liao. MISS U ALL!
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*|Chinese new year
Finally it is chinese new year. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! Went to sch yesterday... sch as in BBSS. The concert was so so only. Went to talked to a few teachers... Oh next year is BBSS 20th anniverary and they inviting our batch to go for the dinner. YEAH! We left our contacts with Mrs Lau. Hope she rmb to contact us next year and give us the details. Anyway, really saw a number of ppl today like Si Jie, Kai Bin and some juniors. Went to Westmall to eat and then went arcade with the rest and... Actualy I dun feel like typing anymore. I am too tired, dunno y but my eyes are haf closed. Will fall asleep onmy computer soon if I dungo to bed. Haiz~ this is the sloppy-est entry I evr type.
P.S. Ting, cant seemed to sms u, must be network busy.
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*|Happy hapy happy
Haha Now I am listening to the cd tat Wen Jun gave me. It comprises of those really melodious piano songs. It is my belated present. Absoultely love it. The first time I heard it, I was like... Oh my gosh, DAMN NICE... so soothing. Haha Love it a lot... THANKS WEN JUN!!!
Anyway, juts now was chatting with Tin Song, Hui Ting they all. They organising a chalet cum BBQ in June. This is so cool. YEAH!!! It be fun. I dun mind going. I love chalets and there is BBQ. Haha maybe this time, I shall not BBQ. Yeah!!! Finally there is a chalet among us close frens. Miss chatting and crapping with all of them. Haha Hope the chalet is in the East then I can gaze at the stars at night and fall asleep under the moonlight... I can just imagine myself doing tat. Haha. SO EXCITED!!! Shall pray hard and crossmy fingers tat all our planning does not amount to nth. It better not. Haha
We had a mini meetin just now. We gals will settle the food while the guys settle the drinks and entertainment. Haha Siew Fai mention (think should be him) whether we are buying hard liquor. Haha Just thinking about it reminds me of the red wine tat I drank at Suzanna jie jie's new house. The red wine wasnt tat great. Firstly it smelt of hard liquor and I hate hate hate tat smell. Haiz~ Its bitter. Oh well... Maybe I dun really appreciate it cos I not used to drinking it. The after taste is really not bad and it really gives one a warm and fuzzy feeling. After tat glass of wine I went into a deeep deep sleep. Haha... Toking about sleep, I am really getting tired. Guess I shall go sleep soon!
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*|Marina Bay
Our fellowship today was at Marin Bay. It is so so fun!!! Haha... we had a short praise and worship session. After tat, we start playing our own games. I played volleyball with Si Xiu they all. Haha kinda weird to play volleyball in the middle of the field, dun you think but then again, who cares. Haha... I havn't been playing volleyball for a few mths. Really miss all the fun and joy derived from it. Wish I had a fren who loves volleyball and would not mind to meet up at least once a week to play volleyball. I am really surprised I didnt have any bruises. Guess my lower arms are still used to the impact of the volleyball! YEAH!
Anyway I did tried to fly a kite with Ri Xin's help. While holding the kite, we ran from where we laid our mat (which is just at the side of the field just directly opposite the bus stop) to where Pei Shi was. At that time, she was at the far end of the field flying her kite. Initially, we went there to accompany her but in the end the three of us ran past the pond all the way to the river side just so tat our kites could fly even higher and not swoop down to Earth. WE GOT IT HIGH UP IN THE AIR! Our strings are at their maximum length!!! Really feel a since of achievement (erm... my spelling kinda weird). But the battle is haf won, we hav yet to make sure it remain in the air. Haha sometimes when the wind isnt strong, we had to keep pulling it in till the strings are taut. Pei Shi said "Flying a kite is like bringing up a child, u have to know when to let the child go and when not to". She is right. The wind direction is ever changing. We had to keep a constant watch on it. I really enjoy flying the kite but really regret not bringing a cap along. Then again, I dun hav a cap in the first pace for me to wear. Haha... The sun was really hot, conatantly beaming down on us. It is super glaring. It is not like we like to look at the sun but sometimes we had no choice especially when the kite is in line with the sun. At tat point of time, we have to keep searching the sky for the kite after waiting for it to fly out of line of the sun. Flying a kite is really not easy.
In the end, Ri Xin's kite which I helped her flew fell from the sky after Ri Xin passed it to Ri Qian. Its not his fault. The sun was too glaring that he could not spot the kite and did not notice tat the kite was falling till it was too late. We could not save it especially so when the kite's string is too long and we are really not tat fast enough to pull it in. As for Pei Shi's kite, it fell gracefully down bit by bit because there was no wind and Pei Shi and I managed to pull it back in. In the end, we flew the kite again high up in the end after much running and pulling of strings. Haha It was only when we were too tired and thristy tat we started to walked back to our mat while pulling the kite towards us . HAd to wound up the string. Takes a pretty long time to do so and in the end, we got our kite back, safe in our arms. Haha shall keep it for another time.
When we got back, Hwe Min and Ri Xin was playing "speed" using poker cards. Haha I joined in too and Min started talking about how great a player she was in playing "speed" She was the one who taught us how to play the game when we were in primary school and as for me, I picked up rather quickly and before long I was one of the great players too. Haha. As for Ri Xin, both Min and me dun think she is anyway near great but she kept insisting she is. Haha LOL. We played "Snap" too but it is Pei Shi's version of the game. As there was a missing card, we had no choice but to use Ri Xin's ezlink as eight of spades. Not only tat, we did not have joker cards which are like the most impt cards of all. Thus we used Min's ezlink card as joker and Min strongly object when we say " Ri Xin is eight of sades and Hwee Min is joker"... LOL Hwee Min is joker! In the end, we decided to use Min's ezlink card as two of spades and two of spades as joker so tat is not so obvious which the joker card is. It is really fun and super exciting. Lots of snapping to do!
After all tat fun, we went to eat steamboat at the area across the street. YUMMY! Haha we were given prawns in a container and when we opened it, one of the prawns jumped out. IT IS ALIVE!!! Damn freaky! We were quite disgusted if the fact it is alive. In the end, Cephas was the one who took the rather alive prawns and dunked them into the bowl of soup. Haha thru out the whole steamboat, I didnt eat much. I did more peeling of prawns for Ri Xin, Yvonne and Yvonne's fren nicknamed "Turtle" using only chopsticks and spoon. Hee hee... Sooner or later I be an expert at peeling prawns. Food was great, had fun cooking them and we took quite a few photos using my camera phone. We eat for a very long time and Pei Shi and Cephas had to leave earlier. Haha After they left, we chatted about when we think Pei Shi and Cephas will get married and how many kids they wanna have. Haha Its so funny. Found out Min asked Cephas a ridiculous qns since the ans was so obvious. She asked him was it him who chased Pei Shi or was it Pei Shi who chased him. '_' " Min... tsk tsk... Ans is obvious right... Cephas was the one who chased Pei Shi of course!!! LOL
Oh I rmb this...During the steamboat, Turtle said tat she thinks Enoch and I are a couple!!! WAD THE HECK!!! NO WAY!!! Enoch will never be my BF. He is not my type of guy and I will never go for young guys. Haha Turtle thought I round 16 years old. WEI, I AM 19 THIS YEAR AFTER OCTOBER! Haha Many pl say I look like sec sch student. I will meh... oh well... maybe it is a good thing cos when I am 20 plus one day, I will actually look younger than 20. Well, tats good!!!
Really had fun today. Its feels great to be with my church frens. U GUYS ARE THE BEST! Haha. They really know how to spice up my life.
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*|Hwee Shan's 21st bday
Yesterday was Hwee Shan's 21st bday. Her bday was held at Aloha Loyang and the bungalow is really really BIG. Hers was at bungalow 10, Jacana. Terrance are much larger and there are 2 levels somemore!!! Wow... Lots of empty space. Love it. Was one of the earliest there. It was fun. Quite a lot of the church ppl came and we sat at the empty space outside the room area to eat. We kinda isolated ourselves from the rest but then again tat is like the only avaliable space for all of uys church ppl. We realise one thing and tat is everytime during a bday party. The bday gal will hardly talked to us ppl. Guess this is due to the fact that we always see one another every Sunday. Haha Guess it is much more worth it for the bday gal to talk to her sec sch or JC frens as they c less of one another. Haha oh well... we church ppl always c each other... sometimes we talked until there is nth much left for us to say. After all, it be the same old thing. Haha LOL. But it is still fun to talk to my church frens. Had lots of things to laugh about and the best part is we can entertain oursleves. Hee hee... I wonder if I wwere to have a 21st bday party, will I do the same thing, talked to Ting, Yun they all and leave out my church frens a bit. Haha LOL
After tat, the guys left to play pool and some of the gals too. Those of us who stayed behind to chat were the elder ones which include me. We talked about jobs, studies and how we are getting much older everyday compared to the rest of the youth. Haha. Anyway, the rest returned from pool after tat. Then it was the video presentation followed by cake cutting. YUMMY!!! The cake is super delicious especially the chocolate one. The coffee wasn't so bad actually.
Nth much interesting happened then. It was only when a few of us (Ri Xin and me) stayed overnight. Hwee Min's mum agreed to bring us to the beach tat night to look at stars. Did I mention there are lots of stars high up in the sky. Compared to my view at Bukit Batok, WOW... the view at Pasir Ris is 100 times better. And so Hwee Min's mum, Min, Xin and me walked towardds the gate leading from the chalet to the beach. Haha tat where the interesting part comes in. There was a white cat with black patches following us. The thing is it is our bodyguard. It came walking in front of us and as we were walking very slowly, the cat will pause once in a while and turned back to make sure we catch up with him. So cute. At times, the cat did it on things at the grass patches but only for a few secs before it speeds up and run to the front, leading us. A GREAT BODYGUARD! Haha... It took us a while before we realised that we actually missed the gate. We turned and walked back down our path and it followed too, staying right in front of us. HAIZ~ SO SAD... THE GATE IS LOCKED! WE CANT GO THE BEACH. Could only watch the stars from the chalet area. After a while, the cat left us when he realised tat we aren't going anywhere exactly but back to our bungalow. ITS A GREAT CAT CUM BODYGUARD! So smart of him. Haha... never seen a cat behave like tat before. This is the first. Shall stop typing now... entry kinda long. Wanna watch my god-siblings play mahjong.
Anyway, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, AH SHAN!!!
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*|Xiu's 19th birthday celebration
Went to celebrate Xiu's bday today. "HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY XIU!!!" Anyway, met Pei Yun at Clarke Quay MRT station. She is by far the earliest since she works at Merchant Court which is like super super near the MRT station. She told me that Mrs Wong kept calling her and Mrs Wong was finding Yun, ask her to help do cards to sell during SAJC funfair on the 19th Feb. I agreed to do so since I am very bored at home. Be going to SA tml to look at some samples. Pray hard that I get to make cards tat are unique. Unique in the sense tat materials used are not the standard crayon or paint but things like buttons, wire mesh, leaves, plasters... things tat are really unusual. Haha Tats wad I like, sth out of the ordinary. Love craft work!
Anyway, the present that Xiu got from us was a wallet and a shirt tat is designed by Pei Yan. I really love the picture that she drew. It is so cute.

The one on the extreme right is our darling princess cum bday gal, Xiu. On the extreme left is me. The one with the fire cracker. Why the fire cracker? It is to show that I am very playful and cheeky. Next to me, the girl with very curly hair is Yun. Yun's hair is naturally curly while the rest of us are rather straight. Above Yun is Yan... the gal with the stick or izzit a parang. Tat is to show that she is rather violent. Haha... How true! Next to them is Pei San (the gal nearest to the sun). Yan almost drew a pig instead of a gal but because a pig will look very out of the picture, she decided to draw a gal instead. Haha! Next to San is Pit Lu, the gal holding 2 balloons. I dun really know y the balloons are there though. Above her is Qi Li, the tallest gal in our group. Really love the picture. Really glad tat everyone came today!
We chat a lot today. We tok about guys and Pit asked us wad our ideal age for marriage is. Frankly speaking I never really thought of it. Erm... For me, I think 25 years old will be a not bad age but it means I have to get a BF around the age of 21. Tats really tough. Maybe I should extend my ideal age for marriage to be from 25 to 30 years old. Haha. Oh, Pit also mentioned tat we could all go for a 4 days trip to KL somewhere in March. OH MY GOSH!!! Tat be so fun, really want to go. Hope I can afford it! Just imagine if all 7 of us are able to go. We will go for a major shopping spree. Haha and wads more according to Pit Lu, it be the sales period during that time of year, all the discounts and all tat. Haha Tat Pit must have really done a lot of research on it. Cross my fingers tat I am able to go!
We did tok about jobs and our experiences. We were all laughing and suaning one another. It really feels great to chat with them again. Really miss them a lot. Haiz~ Must keep in contact more especailly since we dun get to see each other everyday like we always did the past 2 years when we were in SA. I still miss SA. Haha But Qi Li doesn't miss SA. Tat is because her working place is Alexander Park, just opposite SA. Toking about jobs, Yun told me about this vacancy at Merchant Court. I really dun mind working there but the working hrs are really too inflexible. I cant imagine myself working everyday especially on Sundays. I wanna go for fellowships! Tats the first thing tat came to my mind. Haiz~ Guess I gotta decide btw sacrificing my TA job in april, fellowships and free time for the hotel job which I will gain a lot of experience, good pay, can start work soon and earn money and have Yun to accompany me. No matter wad, I still choose God, church and fellowship first. They are no 1 priority! ARGH!!! I seriously cant find any jobs tat I want. Maybe tat is because the jobs tat I want to work as required me to take up certain courses either in university or private schools. I wanna work as fashion designer, jewellery designer or a movie production crew. LOL, all these need experience, need degree. I dun think part timers are needed for these type of jobs. Haiz~ If only I have the capital, the skill and manpower and maybe a bit of connection and luck and some business skills, I will go set up a shop selling clothes immediately. Haha.
Anyway, while we were toking, there was an irritating mosquito buzzing round us (do mosquito buzz???) I got bitten once more. I hate those blood suckers. Wanna kill them!!! Oh We only paid $15.50 each cos 50% off. This is due to the fact that Yun's fren book for us and since her fren work there, there is a 50% discount. YEAH!!! Had lots of fun with them. The food is great as always. Actually the deserts is really much more delicious than the main course. I love the yam paste, DURIAN PASTE and softshell crab. YUMMY!!!
Tml yet another bday celebration, HWEE SHAN! HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY! And now I shall reveal how her big big birthday card look like. The turtle on it is the paper version of the turtle tat Jon-Jon brought back from Hong Kong. The original turtle is much cuter of course.

Shall go sleep now... since tml I am meeting Mrs Wong in sch at 10am. Wow... tats real early. Tat is the time that I usually wake up. Haha
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*|Wednesday
I love wednesday night cos I get to watch "the proud twin". It had me laughing for 2 whole hours. Anyway was practicing on my piano just now but I stop doing so. There is an irritating mosquito flying around me but I cant seemed to kill it. STUPID MOSQUITO!!! My hans, arms, feet and legs are covered with mosquito bites. Very itchy! It bitten me more than 7 times just on 1 leg. I wanna kill it. ITCHY ITCHY! Wonder why it bit me so many times. It is not as if my blood is so sweet. Haiz~ Shall refrain from scratching though it is really really tempting to do so.
Haiz~ My lips are bleeding rather frequently. My medication is making it so dry. The only thing I can do is to apply moisturer everyday which is what I am doing. If only there is some other better way to prevent my lip from cracking up.
YEAH! Tml wil celebrate Xiu's bday at Merchant Court Hotel and on Friday will be celebrating Hwee Shan's 21st bday. My frens are really getting older as days passed. As for me, my bday is still mths mths away. Still a long way to go. Received an sms tat next Saturday we be going to Miss Sng's house. I wonder who else is going? Haiz~ I am so bored nowadays. Dun have much thing to do. As for today, I spend my whole afternoon clearing up my desk. My gosh!!! My things are covers with a layer of dust. I am not exagerrating... It is really covered with a layer of dust. For someone like me who like cleaniness, having a desk full of dust is kinda shocking. Oh well... In the end, had to clean every single item. Its a really boring job!
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*|Latest updates
Was chatting with Siu Kwok on msn just now. He told me tat he is coaching the SA soccer gals team. I didnt know tat is a gals team. This is so so cool. I wonder if SA is the 1st JC tohave it... erm... tat I am not sure but I hope it is not the only gals team among the JC. I would like to watch them compete in inter JC competitions. Haha this soccer gals team remind me of "Bend it like Beckham". Haha gals nowadays get to play sports tat are once termed "men's sports". Haha I cant imagine myself playing soccer. Haiz~ I really miss playing volleyball!!! I wanna play. Guess my volleyball skill is really rusting away. Hope one of these days I can go Sentosa with the "da ban" which consists of Pei Shi, Nan, Karin, JT, Yi Xin, Ah Xin, Ah Min and Ah Shan. Guess everyone is really caught up with studies tat we do not have them to go out with one another and have fun.
Erm... Its getting kinda late but I am still online. I write in a magazine tat blogging helps to improve your English. Really??? I dun see my English language improving at all. Haha but writing about events and my thoughts sure is getting easier with each entry. I can express myself better than before. Since I am not in the sleepy mood, I shall plan wad to do tml. Erm... Think I will practice the piano, clear my desk of all rubbish and erm... try to decorate my cupboard. Think these 3 things can keep me occupied all day unless I get so bored with it.
YEAH!!! Tml I be celebrating Xiu's 19th bday at Merchant Court. Haha She doesn't know it is a birthday celebration cos I told her it is a pre Chinese New Year CNY) gathering. And on Friday will be celebrating Hwee Shan's 21st bday at Alloha sth sth Chalet (I dunno how to spell). Everytime someone from "da ban" bday is coming up, I be doing this big birthday card so tat all of us can write a nsg to the bday gal (By the way, there are no guys in "da ban"). So sad, I think I am the only one who is not going to receive the big card cos I cant possibly do my own bday card and get everyone to sign on it. Tat is really super ridiculous. I wonder wad I get for my bday this year. :)
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*|Chinatown
I don't think I mention this but on Sunday, Yi Hui, Hui Ting and I, we went to chinatown to shop for things. That Hui Ting was so late. Told us to meet at Outram MRT at 225pm and she came at 330pm. During that period of time, Yi Hui and I made full use of our creative juices to think of ways to punish her... Haha Her punishments: Buy us drinks, buy us food, cary our bags and confiscate discman for 6 mths... But as usual, we didnt carry tat out. We not that cruel but we did fill in a SMRT feedback form and wrote Hui Ting's name on it. Haha LOL... We circle things like poor service and our suggestions/ comments to SMRT was : Adult fare is too expensive. LOL! Had fun filling tat up.
Walked round chinatown tat day and I was literally dragging my feet as we go along. I slept at 3am plus tat day and woke up at 730am the very same day to g church. Was super super exhausted. Wow... Chinatown is really crowded and whoa the nian gao are so cheap, only 50cents. They gotta be kidding. Wonder if they making a loss... Guess tat always happen when stall holders engage in price war. Well... nth much interesting happen in chinatown, its just the usual stuff... BBQ pork, chinese new year goodies, big crowd etc.
Oh couldn't believe I forgot about this. Some stalls were selling chinese new year cd. Nothing special u might say but the thing is the cd was totally music only, no singing involved. Wads so unique about it was the way the music was created. Think they use nature to creat it. The music was so so MELODIOUS. It is like a lullaby. Bet I would have fall asleep with the music playing in my years if someone gave me a bed to sleep on then. It is really not like the usual chinese new year songs, full of energy. Haha this was so melodious.
Haiz~ got to stop blogging for now. Have to switch computer with my brother. SO TROUBLESOME!!!
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