*|My thoughts
Came home from Terence's 21st birthday BBQ party cum chalet. Didnt stay over. I was thinking if I am 21, how my wishlist will be like. I realise my wishlist consists of many things tat money cant buy. Many ppl will wan expensive jackets, wallets or clothes during their birthday. But for me, instead of a jacket, I would defnitely prefer a long hug from someone I love or just watching the sunset or wishing on a falling star. I will want to see the beauty of nature, the animals runnin g about freely in the meadows, children laughing and playing with one another or even hear the birds sing their beautiful songs. These things happen very often but when did we ever have the time to just sit down and appreciate it. I really wonder how come we can take such beautiful things for granted.
Anyway, Hui Ting, Yi Hui, Ran Xing, Mei Yan, Kai Yu and I went to the bedroom to play cards durnig the BBQ. Hui Ting did sth fortune telling thing. She wanted us to think of 3 ppl of the opposite sex and 1 of them hav to be someone very impt to us. Well... I thought of the guy again. And it turn out quite accurate except for the hardworking bit. Haha he hardworking... LOL. HE IS SO NOT HARDWORKING! Actually all of them know this guy but they just dunno who I am refering to cos I didnt wanna tell them. The only person who knows is Hui Ting. Her guess is correct. Haiz~ Kinda miss him. Really dunno wads up with me, I decided long ago that I forget about him and treat him as my fren only but recently almost every little thing remind me of him ver since I seen this photo of him and my fren on the online photo album. Wonder how he s. Haiz~ I am so screwed.
It is so confusing... Do I or do I not like him? Do we have a future together? I really really wish God tell me about it. Really wish God tell me. Haiz...
*|cailing scribbled on the sand at 1:48 AM|*
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