*|'A' level coming!!!
Haiz~ I dunno wad I am doing these days. I am hardly stressed out... maybe a bit too relax too. I losing my momentum... desperately need to spur myself on. Feel tat life is kinda meaningless now... All I ever do is study, study, study. I hate tat. I dun even know wad I really wanna be in e future. Actually I kinda know wad my passion is... ARTS N MUSIC... but I have no skills and talents in tat area. Wonder wad I am doing in a JC. Oh well... As DP always says "No one is here by chance."
Haha... Must take time off to reflect about my personal life liao. I think I really changed a lot these past years. Haha, now thinking of my pri sch days. Think I quite bad... I was quite a class bully then, sometimes picking on my classmates and yet I am a monitoress (Did I spell correctly?)... Wad an IRONY!!! Guess most ppl dun believe I am like tat cos the first impression ppl hav of me is someone quiet. I am quite the opposite actually. Still rmb wad Pei Yan, my classmate told me... She thought I was those quiet quiet types till she heard me say all those lame stuffs. Hey, at least I did entertain them when they are bored. Let me see, my temper not as bad as it was in e past. Now I can control my temper much much better... Nowadays when I am super angry and pissed off, all I ever do is keep my mouth shut, run off to a corner and vent my anger by just crying. I sound like a crybaby... oh well, at least it is better than me throwing stuff around, yelling and picking fights wif my family members which I did in the past. Ok tat is bad but I am no longer like tat. Phew... Good thing I changed for the better.
Haiz~ Shall not blog anymore... TIME TO STUDY. Must pass with flying colours for the 'A' level. Hope I can meet all my expectations. Shall jia you and do my best. Must not give up... must continue studying... and close this chapter of my life. Cant wait for 'A' level to be over. OK got to go STUDY now :) Oh yah... ZI XUAN HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!! U a great angel!!! Haha Hope you enjoyed yourself yesterday and hope u like the presents I gave u too. Glad to have known u better thru angel mortal game. Haha :) TC gal! cya sunday!
*|cailing scribbled on the sand at 11:38 PM|*
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