*|So blessed
I realised I'm very blessed. Hee hee... God gave me frens and somehow my frens appeared when I need them. I am a person who keep all my problems 2 myself n hardly tell anyone unless e person asked. Haha There is many times when I need some1 2 tok 2, my frens will come online n start chatting wif me. Very coincidental. Once my fren also sms me whether I am ok cos she thought she sense tat I am not alright. The amazing thing is tat I'm at home n she at her own home... and I really needed some1 2 tok 2 and God send her 2 helped me. Really thank God for that. Come 2 think of it.. I wonder how I can live my life without my frens and God of course. Feel so blessed. Haha I'm the type of person who when start becoming sad... will start to think of all the miserable stuffs and think the worst of things. There is certainly many times when I could become depressed but I didn't cos God was there and so were my frens. It just tat sometimes I dun notice they're there. Why I saying all these... cos yesterday I was damn sad over how I performed during my prelims. Not only tat I also realised that my passion was music and fine arts n designing (though I dun really hav any skills in tat area cos I never was given a chance 2 learn all tat) ... I had no interest in wad I studying now. But of course I will still study for 'A' level. Just realised tat my future isnt looking very gd. Haiz but just when I was bout to break down, my fren came 2 chat wif me online. Frankly speaking it was some1 I seldom chat wif but whom I know for 6 years liao. Haha... now I more motivated 2 study harder for 'A' level and I'm definitely feeling much better. Haha Got back my prelim results 2day. Some results were really unexpected. On the whole, it was lousy but I shall not let it affect me. Instead let it b my guage 2 show which area I weaker in. Hee hee... to all my frens out there, THANK 4 BEING THERE WHEN I NEEDED U. shall go study now !!! yeah !!! haha
*|cailing scribbled on the sand at 5:51 PM|*
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