*|Jia you Babe - an entry dedicated to you
Hiya babe. I read your blog. Thank God for you. You really someone special to me. Sometimes when I tell my friends about you and the things that are happening to us. They say that we happen to go through the same thing in life cos we are in the sane phase in life. And I don't believe them.
We always stumble onto each other online when we really need one another. WWe always happen to go through the same thing the same situation at the same time even though we are really miles apart. I still dont think it is conincidence. It is too much coincidence. I must say definitely this is God's works!!! None other than that. I am really ad he gave me you.
You are the first person I open up to. The very first. Remember the church camp that you became my angel. If it isn't for you, I be still keeping my troubles inside of me. And from that day on, in subsequent camps, during mortal angel game, we always somehow end up picking one another's name. Haha and in the end, we have to request for a change. We can't hide our handwriting from each other since we have written to one another so many many letters. We are pratically mortal/angel everyday to each other. LOL
Hey babe, knowing you are struggling with your troubles. I strugling with that too though not to the same extent but I just want you to know that no matter what, I be here for you.No matter what comes out of this, know that God will always be there for you, always. Rely on Him, cast your burdens to Him. He is our Father and He wants to go through our troubles with us. Even at times when we don't feel His presence, have faith and know that God is there. JIa you babe. I be praying for you. Miss you lots. Love you. Take care.
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*|March - mid April 2008
It has been a while since I last blogged. Life is too busy for that now. Just quick uodate. My boyfriend got hospitalised and underwent surgeon but he is on the road of recovery. Exams and datelines are coming in. I have officially sign myself up for a mission trip to Baka.
Thinking back. It's kinda sad that this semester I start to feel like I have lost some friends especially Ellen and gang. I dont hang out with them anymore, eat meals or watch movie or just chat. Let just say I dont even have access to the suite they are always in. Plus the fact that most of my classes are at night and that I needed the maya lab to do my work, I really hardly see them at all.
Maybe I havnt exactly fit in in the first place. I am an animator afterall and they are film students. What I do, they dont do. What they do, I dont do. No common topic whatsoever. Haiz~ I am losing my friends. Good buddies they were. Wish I see them around more often. Back to work.
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*|Recess break
It's recess break FINALLY! But then again, it isn't much of a break. Let's see. Monday, which is today, is spend on slacking. Tuesday to Thursday spend on script-writing seminar. Fri morning on piano. Friday night on Davide's make up class. Saturday to Sunday spend on Jit's MTV shoot. AND FINALLY... END OF RECESS BREAK. Erm... WOW...What a break. Isn't it amazing?! (sacarstic tone)
No more slacking. Time to do work. Haiz... I need a break.
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*|Sad
There are many things I wanna share with you. I wish you knew. It's so frustrating. People have been asking me about it. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. I really hope and pray and wish for it. But sometimes I wish I can do more than just that... more than just pray, more than just wrote, more than jest cry and feeling sad about it all.
Sometimes I wish you could just tell me what you feel or think about it. I wish that. I really do. I wat to know.
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*|Tired
Super tired right now. It's 330am. ARGH!!! I want to just finish up the actions for my character animation. I will probabaly do my facial animation later in the afternoon. I am so so tired!!! ARGH! My back aches from all that sitting. YAWNZ... I am so tired. Jit, where are you? I want a massgae!!!
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